Hi ladies! I am a former dancer and have been escorting for a few years. When I started dancing the 1st six months were so much fun for me. I was
enjoying this industry compared to my old vanilla job and I danced sober. I eventually got tired of being there and began drinking to pass the night by. I enjoyed waking up with cash and not remembering much about the night before. Sadly I made more money being sober but I reached a point where it felt too difficult to stop drinking.
I told myself I would quit alcohol as soon as I started escorting. I feel so much more relaxed and happy to be there when I drink. I ended up caving in and drinking since day 1 of escorting. I get to the point of tipsy or drunk for every single appointment. If my buzz wears off the appointment goes downhill.
I can't do this anymore. I worry about how this affects my health. More importantly the decisions I make when I'm drunk.
I guess what I'm asking is how did you create your persona and hold it for the entire appointment? Back when I began dancing I had a stripper persona. But after I got sick of stripping I dropped the persona and danced as "me".
Maybe this is a dumb post. It's something I've wanted to post and ask but too embarrassed to write about.


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