Okk!! Idk, I just don't friggin know if I want kids and a husband??? I'm 26, no kids , and in a relationship, but I don't know if ill ever want kids . He has a 3 yr old son, which I'm ok with but I don't really want one of my own, I mean, I don't get all warm and fuzzy when I see kids, its more like glad he/she's going home to mom, which again I'm glad is not I. I love kids, just other people's lol Also, not sure if I want a husband, I get lonely, but I'm scared of that level of commitment, Im scared of feeling trapped in somethingMostly, its no biggie, just live the life u want, which I'm doing for the most part, but I'm getting older, and I feel like I SHOULD want a husband, kids, and the white picket fence, I don't want to die alone with no one thereHave you all felt this way ?? What decision did u make?? Any regrets???



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I've made alot of brave & incredible decisions for myself over the years but I feel I've actually lived more life than some ever will. Yea I've had boyfriends in the past that wanted to be settled & never leave their hometown but I didn't wanna stay so i broke a few hearts along the way but that's life I guess. I refuse to live MY LIFE to make someone else happy. That's been a real lesson learned 
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