I have tried for the past few years to do so many things. Djing, modeling, Domming (online and rt), and dancing. I honestly could care less about dancing. I hate it. It's not my calling and it's just for the money. I can make decent money Domming and doing clips and cam online, but it takes a LOT of work. I've had like 4 energy drinks today and can't sleep now. I just see the successful ones and feel like I will never amount to that. I always feel like a goof when I'm mentioned on twitter compared to the other girls. IDK I just feel like a weirdo. I feel so close, but yet so far. Idk it's an odd feeling.



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