i don't want to have damn regulars anymore!! i've always been the "regulars" type of girl. i have more than i can handle right now. i just want to be the kind of girl who can go up to every guy in the room and close the sale within 3-5 minutes. but it feels forced, awkward and embarrassing when i try. im an introvert and very shy so i usually get my money from 2 to 3 guys a shift and just empty their pockets. i can be very endearing, charming, and persuasive when i want to be, but i have to be somewhat comfortable and i need to warm them up first. lately i've been wondering if im actually losing out on money by doing this, because they want to talk and go back for dances, then talk some more and then dance some more. idk how to tell them that i just want them to get dances without sounding cold and money-hungry. yeah they know im at work but still, they want to talk to me in between dances. they also all get obsessed with me, and then i have to drop them
i have this old reg who has seen me for over a year now and spends 150-200 a week, brings me dinner and gifts, etc. lately he's been getting weird. he's always known i have a boyfriend, this is a job etc. but he's started saying " i love you" ( long story), and today i made plans with another reg to see him tomorrow at 6. well that's when the old reg comes in, and when i asked if he could come in earlier he said " yes i am mad. please don't tell me that i am just a number and that you can't fit me in. im angry and i don't know why, i won't be in tomorrow". im so angry myself right now i could punch somebody. he KNOWS its been slow and i need money. i haven't been nagging him for more, but please don't try and get back at me for getting my money elsewhere. i need to eat just like anybody and make my money!! im not your goddamn girlfriend. i swear, if it wasn't so slow i would tell him to go fuck himself.
i am sick of being a regulars girl, have any of you introverted hustlers ever been able to switch it up? its been 3 years now, and i feel i will always be juggling these fools![]()



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