Im going to audition at a club 2morrow or wed. I always feel like I won't get hired becuz i'm black [I should of asked if they're hiring black girls >.> ] and Im not bone thin, athletic which I aspire to be neither. If I don't get hired I am gonna buy a plane ticket to the south NC for CIAA. Again I feel like I wont be hired at onyx because I have so much stretch marks and I have no way to get dermablend right now [hoping sally legs works] so i hope the lower clubs will hire me.. I would send my pic out to 1000 clubs if I could but I am not at all photogenic. I don't know if that means I am ugly but I.don't. do photos. Neither does my mom and she is stunning 50 and not a wrinkle. Anyways I will give up after that and go live with family because as of 2morrow I am a hobo.



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