Oh god...This is so wrong!
I've wanted to be in the adult industry since I hit puberty (Couldn't put that on the 'What do you want to be when you grown up?' homework...LOL)
BUT I also knew I wanted to own my own business whether it be in the food industry, spiritual etc. and the thought of being in a straight job like medical, politics, business just isn't for me and never has been. We all don't truly know the future for a fact and I might end up working at some vanilla stuffed shirt job but I doubt it.
So it's not as much that I'm afraid of a boss outing me but...Well, I want children one day. I know that the majority of sexworkers I've met don't have kids and don't want any either but I know I do. I think I know I want kids more then I do any career path. I just dread the day my kid comes home from school crying because some other kid called their mom a 'whore' and has evidence of it.
Even if I raise my kids to be open minded etc. It would still be hard for them to maintain the attitude towards sex and women I gave them when some bully at school got on the computer and found my future porn videos.
I have no pic's of me online (Not even a facebook) and will wear a wig that's fluffy and covers half my face, heavy contoured dramatic makeup, colored contacts, speak with a fake accent and claim I'm from somewhere I'm not. Basically, I'm going to be disguising myself as much as some drag queens do for shows. Now if we were 20 or even 10 years back, I'd be safe, but with this software I might as well show my normal face and tell them where I live!
How can ANYONE no matter how much of a swerf or anti-sex worker individual think this is ok?! This is beyond an invasion of privacy and just plan dangerous!
So, either get in this industry till I can open my own business and maybe use this extra cash for a college fund for my future little ones, nice house etc.....OR.....Not get into this job at all, work my fingers to the bone and struggle for my kids and myself.
I used to do Special effects make up and was wondering...How much can we trick the software?
Prosthetic chins, morticians clay to make false higher cheek bones, a prosthetic nose even!
(Considering I want to do homemade porn, I have the time for all this) But would this work? You can't change the width between your eyes or the size of your face/head so would this even work?
Love to hear replies on this idea!
(And maybe from any mothers or future mothers on this subject as well)
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