Hey girls!
I'll upload some photos so you can feel-see the atmosphere around me.
And I'll write so you can see my thoughts..
I just felted like writing to other camgirls, sharing some stuff and hoping to read some of your thoughts - your life, and specific cam-life.
I promised my boyfriend I'll come with him at Borovets - it's located near Sofia ( the capital of Bulgaria), it's a skiing resort - meh.
I wasn't really fine with the idea beacause I didn't reach my goal on Streamate and as you know it's the end of the week. But heck it, I was in session the last two weeks at the university so I also felt used to being broke. phaha.
I hate the feeling - you got used of getting money - and when something slowls you up you feel like you're totally broke - but you are not. It's totally a mind-fucking.
I am a newbie - I just started my thirth month being a camgirl - and holy fucking fuck I LOVE IT. It's like I am feeding myself with self-esteem and practicing English at the same time + plus money - what a good combination!
I'm planining as soon as my session ends and when I leave my vanilla job- to cam at least 6hours a day - I want to change the title 'newbie' and start taking it more seriously.
At least I started investing in it - before that I didn't even have a laptop - my girlfriend-roomate broke my laptop literally in two parts this summer after a really really stupid arguing - I still can't believe it - but oh well...there's always some crazy girls. First weeks of camming I saved for a really nice one - and accidently one of my first cusites mailed a second one brand new intel core7 - hahaha! I was hitting my head on the wall soooooo much - two reasons - the money he gave only to mail it from USA to Bulgaria was way too high - second I find it hard to sell it in Bulgaria. Dammit. Maybe I should smash my girlfriend's head with it, lol. I have logitech c92- I am not really happy with it - the settings I have to adjust everytime... I don't know I'll need more time to put on camming so I can actually give some opinions. But hey I don't have any dildos-toys, yet! This should be the first on the To buy list...
Okay, I know the thread happen to be too long - I am really sorry.
But I also feel sad - *cig break* (I'm back and I felt like an outsider that I'm staying in the cafe - not skiing nor snowboarding). I feel sad because I was actually planining to come to USA and meet some of you - the one who organise a camgirl party - but I totally forgot that you have to be 21 for alcohol consumpion.... I'm 20 - turning 21 november....grrrrrr. It's pointless to say that I just won't drink - well... I'm still in for that - but I'll be the ousider again, hahaha. What do you think about that?
I'm changing topics like a schizophrenic... but believe me I'm fine with the head, haha. Recently thanks to the site and you - I found out how to check what's your placement on Streamate - and I actually left suprised that I'm on the second page - that's fine, right? Given that I'm not camming really often - I hope I don't lose my placement till I have the time to cam in the shifts I was planning - and to fight for the first one hahaha..or just be where I am.
Gold shows - this is somethinig I have but haven't try it yet.. I don't have really an explanation why - but I'm patience for it - I was planing if I come to USA and meet some others camgirls - I'll try with their help - by that I mean gg shows. I'll upload a pic of me during my visiting in Borovets and you can see how desperate I look - it's like I am screaming for help to get out from here..... hahahaah.
And of course one of my best, hehe.
As you can see there's no point in this thread useless to apologise again, right? No, please forgive me - I just want to make a convo with other camgirls... I feel so alone in this camming mess - at first I was okay talking only with custies - but right now I need a camgirl hands. Hugs and kisses, and gossipis - aww I'm so girly.
Oh, no.. what am I talking - my sister is waiting for her second child and I have to go to Germany in a month - for a whole month...Nooo, I'm really hoping I won't lose my placement now because of my absence.... okay I think I am done....hahaha and maybe it will sounds weird but I feel a lot better...
And yes...nice to meet you girls!1888643_10201555827239901_1153601200_n.jpg1555529_10201555830039971_800706718_n.jpg1545612_10201556008804440_1539015177_n.jpg1150318_10200670735329843_1107537008_n.jpg
ps - On the pic in the cafe you see that it's empty - but during the time I was giving for writing this now it's full of people! It reminds me of Streamate (i miss camming) when the first hour is sooo slow - no people and after that all of a sudden you can't take a break... I hope the trafic is better for you and me in the near future!



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Hello !Wow I am so jealous! Thank you for the pics
Bulgaria looks beautiful. Im sitting here in my livingroom which is also my cam space. I cam when my boyfriend is at school or work, or else I would never make any money. lol.
And I am studying pedagogy - I think camming is not the perfect decision if I want to be around kids in the future - fail. But but but... I can't stop, I don't want to...

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