It's a little TMI, but I seriously need quick answers.
Okay, so I ended up getting tested back in November. November 1st. Got my results back December 1st. I'm clean. I don't know everything that the health department checked for, I could try to find the papers but I think they tested for almost everything. I got a pap, blood drawn, everything.
I was with no one until my current boyfriend. We had sex about a month ago, and then I went to visit him (he lives in another state), and we had sex nonstop for about 10 days until I came back home. He has not been tested but his last girl he was with had numerous medical issues where she was apparently? IDK. I've had more sexual partners than he has, but he has not been tested.
Either way. So 2 days ago, I masturbated a lot.. same as yesterday. Multiple times in a row. It got to where it was actually hurting. Last night I noticed a "large bump" on my lip of my vagina. Today I noticed it and it looks like a flat thin blister, but it won't pop. If it push on it, it hurts. Really bad. And it's really hard. You can't pop it or anything, and the only reason I say it looks like a blister is because of the color difference. It's like yellowish compared to obviously the pinkness around it.
I've been googling what it could possibly be, but I honestly am clueless. I didn't shave for multiple days and recently started to shave a bunch again. I think I may have nicked that area about a week ago, but it wasn't like I just nicked it yesterday. It was about a week ago that I did that with the shaver.
I'm freaking out. I don't have insurance, and I can't afford to go to the doctor if it's super expensive. I realize that this could be huge, and I should go but I wanted to see what some of you ladies would think it was before I went? I'm literally shaking and freaking out. I don't want to talk to my mother or best friend, and especially not him about this just quite yet.. I won't see him for at least another 3 weeks, so I am hoping if this is something stupid it will be gone by then? Or that it's good news and nothing major? I don't know. Last time I got an ingrown hair, I freaked and then found out what it was.. and spent a lot of money for no reason. I just can't afford it.
I'm rambling. Sorry. I'm just nervous. And I honestly don't know anything about STDS or infections. I sound dumb but I am just freaking. Again, I am sorry.



Reply With Quote


Bookmarks