sorry this is a bit of a ramble thread but it is a topic that pops into my conscious every once in awhile... alright maybe a bit more. ok i personally do not judge anyone in this business or industry, and by that i mean ANY part of the sex work/ adult industry. i am so pro this work it isn't even funny, in fact it boggles my mind when other women doubt themselves over choosing this line of work. except.. when it comes to myself. and not all the time, trust me, normally im a very happy, feminist sex worker. i love it. i feel valued i feel wonderful i feel empowered. but then something along the lines of "well if i had a boyfriend he wouldnt be as proud of me as he would be of another girl because of my line of work..." or "do i even deserve to be in a loving relationship when im in such an industry?" and similar BS thoughts will enter my mind. or "how will i ever explain to my little sister what i do,, will she judge me, will she stop loving me?" things like that. not often mind you but occassionally. i'm wondering if anyone else has similar thoughts, or at least random bouts of what i'll call "self-judgement" as well. and if so how the hell do we stop them? i often expect the whole world to accept my regardless but if i dont 100% of the time how can i expect the world to? i think thats the underlying issue and what im really posting about. i feel like once myself, and anyone else who has this problem, ends it then we'll be that much closer to helping end the stigma of us wonderful broadsok just my thought of the day.
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ok just my thought of the day.

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