So.... A few months back I made a thread because my boyfriend changed his number on me quite unexpectedly. I was DEVESTATED, to say the least and thought about him all the time. Especially what I did wrong, why me, am I a good person? etc etc. We have had a crazy off/on relationship for a very long time and I keep being dragged back every time. Well, as of a few weeks ago I took him back and I have this constant fear that he will leave me again or cheat or whatever. It sounds (and is) pathetic, I know. I am told I am attractive, cute, smart etc but that means nothing to me, especially when I am around him. He always nit picks at me about everything so that over the years it has eroded all my self confidence. I have seen the girls he has been with and am always surprised at how gross they all are. I am not exaggerating, not one girl is even close to average. And he takes me for granted?? I am so fed up you guys. I just want to leave and GO. Find a new and better life. I know I can do it but I need some encouragement to finally let this dirtbag go. To not give in and call when I am feeling low and hopeless.
Any advice? Suggestions? Encouragement? I need it bad, I have nobody really close to talk to.
Thanks <3



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