I've been having some health concerns for awhile and went to see my doctor. After she checked me out, she referred me to a General Surgeon. Well, today I got the call for my appt on March 5th and I looked the guy up online. He has really good credentials. Head of quite a few departments and Chief of Surgery. That is always good.
But when I saw that his specialty is colorectal cancer, it's thrown me in to quite the anxiety attack and I'm in no shape to cam.
I knew that's what I was being checked for but I guess it's just becoming more real to me now.
I guess I'm looking for advice on how to get my head in the right place for work. At my other jobs, I could have just worked alone or avoided people if I was upset but on cam, you just can't hide your mood (and I'm not going to be one of those that starts to cry while streaming)
If I can't get myself calmed down and focused, then I'll lose money and really screw myself when I suddenly can't afford food or rent.
There's always the chance that my problem can be taken care of with surgery and it won't cause a huge inconvenience in my life but of course, right now, I'm running all the worse case scenario's through my head. Doesn't help that I have anxiety problems to begin with.
Any tips are appreciated![]()



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