So for the last week I have been having either totally weird/bizarre dreams or just nightmares. It started the night I quit at my club-- last Thursday-- and it has continued since then.
I don't normally dream-- I mean, I know everyone dreams, but I very very rarely ever remember my dreams. It's really unusual. But now not only do I remember them but I'm having multiple dreams in one night. I'll wake up, be really freaked out from the dream and not want to go back to sleep, but get tired and fall asleep... just to wake up an hour or a few hours later freaked out again.
I used to have a problem with heroin but I've been sober for a long time now. A lot of the dreams are using dreams-- I'm sober in the dream and then I decide to use again, and right before I'm about to get high I wake up. But I've had other dreams where I'm being chased or someone is holding me down-- I've had two now where I was being held down by two guys and about to be raped, but right before it was going to happen I woke up. I had a dream that my Mom died, and I've had some dreams where I'm in jail or about to be put on trial. And then just some bizarre ones where I'm walking in the dark and trying to get the lights to come on but they don't work or I'm walking really high up on a building looking down at the street.
At first I just thought it was weird, but after a week of having these dreams they're starting to really bother me, to the point that I don't want to go to sleep at night. I'm not a child, obviously I know they are just DREAMS, but they're so intense and vivid that they don't feel like it at the time and I've woken up reeeeeally freaked out a few times now.
Has anybody else gone through anything like this? I really would like it to stop.![]()




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