Hello,
So last night was my first ever attempt at camming, I was on Adultwork.com, I sat in free chat for about an hour completely terrified and made 0.78 of a credit (guy logged onto a group chat...by himself... and left before I could even think what to do next). After that total failure I turned to the internet for help and found this site! I've read quite a bit already and wanted to introduce myself and plead a little. A little bit about me; full disclosure, I think part of my nerves come from the fact that I've only been with one guy IRL. I was pretty much taught to be afraid of men and sex growing up, and long story short, I met an awesome guy who convinced me that being "me" was totally cool and treated me with more respect than I thought was possible from a guy who wanted me, and I didn't want him slip away so I married him. Few years down the road we have a little one and we decided he'd be the stay-at-home parent as I want to be a musician (I'm a classically trained vocalist). Unfortunately music isn't bringing in enough right now so I'm looking for something I can do to fill in the gaps. A friend of mine recently started working as an escort and that got me thinking... I'm not interested in escorting, but maybe camming could be something I can do for a few hours a day, make what I need for bills and still have time to work on my career? Since I plan to stay my own boss I'm not too worried about future background checks, and I've discovered under all my childhood repression I'm actually a very sexual person. I'm kinda excited to let loose a bit. But when I logged on last night I felt like my old, awkward self... completely panicking every time someone came into my room. So... am I being realistic? any advice to improve my approach and/or calm my nerves? or should I try something else?
Thanks in advance!


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