Sorry for a rant/emotional post but i just don't know any more. I've been dancing for almost 3 years and i've never had that like *amazing* night. I've never broken 1k. When I'm really excited and think I had a good night...it's always everyone else's average night. I'll even be sitting with the same group of guys and see them just handing money to my friends and I get a fraction of what they get.
I'm all happy and smiley when I'm at work, I'm not sulking around.
I got to work really late tonight because my key got stuck in the front door of my SO's building and I had to wait for him to get home then decided to just make dinner cuz I was hungry/in a bad mood. Almost didn't go in and I'm glad I did but...I worked 3 hours and made $110 after tipout and I know most of the other girls made way more than that in the time I was there. I'm just not exciting or something. I hate to be a downer but it really sucks to stop and think that I've never had that miracle night/customer.



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