he girls thank you so much for all the answers.. i wass sad en feeling bad when i wrote my message this morning and i think with to little information.. so this is the story: My boyfriend and i where dating for 1,5 years but not in a serious relationsship yet.. he found out about me camming when it started to get serious and i it wass time for me to tell him.. but he found out by checking my phone and reading my conversation with my friend about it...
He is pretty cool with it.. but so damn curious about how i do that, and how it go's. When we have our special quility nights he always asked me to log inn and show him what i do.. But i just can't.. it feels so weard him watching me .. and i always tell him .. maybe i will do that but when im ready... someday.. i just feel shy and embarresed.. i do love camming ! alot! but its my thing.. my own .. dont want to share with him..
Then last night i came down to cuddle a little and go back to work later.. he started asking me questions about show i did that night.. and for who.. i sad nooo idea.. the one is called superman the other badman.. but no idea who they really are... he said.. So you will never know who it is ?!? i said no..
Cuddling a little more.. going back to work.. mc1982 logs in.. the name he always uses for everything! i know it wass him.. and it scared the hell out of me..
its just not cool..
maybe its me... maybe im to mysterious about what i do.. maybe like some of you say i have to involve him more.. maybe i should open up a little bit about this..
after i kicked him out of my room.. i sended him a text message.. you are not sleeping mister.. i saw you mc1982... this morning he said whats up with the message.. and untill now he claims that it wass not him.. and that he deleted his ipad history because he wass whatching porn.. ( we always watch porn together and never delete it)
i dont know whats upsetting me more.. him comming in.. or lie about it... maybe he does not want to tell because he knows il be pissed..
Just told him.. That it would really make me feel bad.. and i really dont want him to do this..
dont know what to do or say more.. if he denials
this is so not cool
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