I got a vanilla job working at a coffee stand in a supermarket. I decided to work it because camming often makes me depressed, I don't know why. I felt a sense of "accomplishment" working a "real" job and making "honest" money like other people, I guess. But I was working only 10-20 hours a week (still enough to make me too tired to cam with my sleep disorder) and pulling in maybe $90-$120... We've been going underwater since. I quit that job a few weeks ago, and now I have no outlet, and I'm still depressed.
If you feel like you "get" something from your vanilla job that you don't get from camming, I would recommend that you just stay with it and arrange all of your time wisely... But if it's honestly just a drain on your energy that you could use to cam more often, quit.
I wish I had kept my job because it provided me something other than a guaranteed small check every week. But I guess I'm just trying to find myself right now.

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