Sorry in advanced for the LONG explanation
I have been camming now for about 3-4 years and love love love everything about the online adult world. My original persona is vanilla pornish and that is where I started my journey. I started doing really well and have explored many different ways to make the most of marketing myself. I sell clips, cam, do customs, ect. After doing this for a couple of years I discovered findom. At first I made ok money and I have been playing both personas up until now. At one time my adult vanilla role made me significantly more money and the domme persona was more like great extra side money. Now I have found the opposite has happened. When it comes to my vanilla camming, I feel like there are a lot of girls that have my generic look. I feel that my niche is so over saturated that it has made it harder and harder for me to stand out. I have also come to find that I love being a findom much more than being the "porny sexy" girl. I have been logging online less and less and find myself working more and more on the domination side of my business. I feel that I have finally come to a place where I need to choose. Each side suffers when I spend time on the other. If I do my vanilla camming my domination income suffers and vice versa. I have just spent so much time and effort into promoting the original persona that its hard for me to just leave it behind. Leave my fans, and my good placement..... It took me years to build it up. Lastly I think about the lifespan of my career. I see myself being able to do domination a lot longer in my life and enjoying it. While I see nothing wrong with much older adult vanilla stars (go Nina Hartley) I don't see myself personally doing it much longer and enjoying it like I used to. Maybe I've burnt myself out idk. I also do not have the time to juggle both anymore successfully. I just feel that I put a lot more effort into camming and while I make good money its nothing like what I've made from domination. My only fear is that this last year just happened to be a good year for me and is not an actual trend. My domination requires more indy work so its more iffy and scary to me. When I started camming I had a backup job before I took the leap to do it full time. Now I'm scared to take the leap into domination. I have had a month or two where my domme business didnt do well and I would just cam nonstop and make up for it. Domination isnt really the same. I cant just hop on and do a cam a thon like I would be able to on Streamate. Because I am the only source of income in my home I can't just try it and fail then start back up again =/ My first year as a cam model started here with you ladies. You have gotten me through everything. From my first day on streamate to now. I would love to hear from my true friends. I love you all so much and thank you in advanced for your advice!
Xoxoxo



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