Have any of you ever experienced this? How long did it take to pass? I've always been told sex work is more or less a step down from drug dealing- something only extremely nasty and bottom-of-the-barrel women do. I KNOW this isn't true- it's a valid choice and I've always had utmost respect for women in the sex industry. It takes a lot of nerve, guts, and work to be successful at your job. If my family found out they would be disappointed, but they wouldn't disown me or anything- they are open minded and love me no matter what. Most of my friends wouldn't care. But I feel extremely isolated in my emotions- I feel like I can't really talk about it with anyone, not even my boy toy (even though he is truly wonderful and encouraging of my choices). They just wouldn't understand, or be somewhat disgusted, or think I was coming onto them. With my boy toy, I feel like it's just uncomfortable to talk to him about what I do with other men online, especially if it's wildly different from what we do together, or somewhat intimate.
So these things have been causing me some anxiety- isolation, being outed, and being unable to describe the complex emotions that come with my choice to cam with anyone else.
Any feedback is lovely and appreciated.



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