Hi ladies & thank you for answering, i had to switch everything off & get rest, i did not bath or work but slept all night. I forgot to mention i have motion sickness since i know myself (car, plane, some elevators, everything that is moving), even when i work & turn around too quickly or if i get up the bed too quickly, etc but these nauseous episodes that start without a clear reason are most scary cause i dont know what triggers them.
I know my internal ear is 'built wrong' therefore the motion sickness but what causes these episodes when i sit still, i have no idea, i was online reading & posting here on SW.
Sometimes can be the 1st sign of a cold, sometimes nothing else follows them. I must say i feel pretty weak after my heavy period or maybe i caught a draft or so!? Or maybe the food... not sure but i feel a little pressure in my left ear even now and in my head, i feel somehow 'blurred' today. Will rest some more, go buy me some vitamins, ask the pharmacist about something to help (no medical insurance here) & work when i am fit. In these moments i am happy to work for myself at home, thank god for this option! Hugs everyone & many thanks!








Got a mouth guard tonight will be the first night with it. I went to Rite Aid last week and didn't see any that one sucks but only drug store that's near me. I ended up buying one from Amazon but it's one I saw on Rite Aid, Walmart, CVS site and I got it from that brands page. I have an over bite so I had to use my fingers to mold that part so it's not up as high and it's a little lose. I'm sitting here with it in now and with my mouth relaxed it's in place so don't think it's gonna be a problem.



I suppose I will join, ive been stuck the last past 3 weeks constantly being around people( visiting family) . I cant work so mind just goes crazy, I HAVE to stay busy. While this may not bother many. For me its very draining and stressing, being that im introverted and routine like. My migraine that i had for which seemed like days finally went away. Ive been eating crappy to deal with it so im sure i gained weight which freaks me out even more and although Im leaving the 15th it cant get here quick enough. Then when I take off too long from working the first couple days of returning to camming always start off slow and i get frustrated ughhhh feels good to get this all off my chest.





I hear magnesium citrate is GREAT for migraines.. I dunno if you know this or not.. to much gives you diahrrea though haha.. which is worse?..lol



I will definitely try it if it comes back hell im always bloated so me having diahrrea wouldnt be such a bad thing lol, where do yout get it? I kept popping advils which i try to stay away from and they did absolutely nothing





I think you can get it at the grocery store.. it also comes in liquid form or powder.. the liquid is lemon or cherry unless they have new ones.. I used to take it all the time doing liver flushes.
I am so damn tired today. I know I need to work but it is just so hard to motivate myself to get on cam.
I have an inner ear infection that I am on antibiotic drops for. It really isn't helping me feel the sexy today.
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If the wires aren't comfy, then the bra is either the wrong size or shape for you, which is unfortunately all too common. People seem to think that D/DD boobs are huge, and they really aren't. Most people would clock me at a "36DD/DDD". I really wear a (UK) 32GG, which actually isn't super duper huge, see for yourself: http://www.brabandproject.com/galler...&search=Search
If you're interested, www.reddit.com/r/abrathatfits is a great resource. In the sidebar they have guides for self measuring, figuring out your shape, figuring out which bra models are likely to work for your shape, etc.
It's still totally possible to get awesome cleavage in a well-fitting bra, especially if you're narrow enough for Ewa Michalak or Comexim and as a plus, they'll still be comfy. Even if it won't work for cam, wearing a properly fitting bra in your down time should help with any back/neck/shoulder pain.
I am herxing way too bad today, looks like no cam for me today despite my best intentions.
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I think my jaw hurts from sinus infection or some other infection. It's not really in my teeth it's more in my gums and my gram has confirmed my glands are swollen under my jaw. I take benedryl and it helps. Now along with my ear, gums and cheek pain my throats a little sore. So doing ice and heat. Hoping it's just sinus and not something a lot worse. I read sinus infection can cause teeth pain. I love diagnosing myself lol. Yay for no insurance to have a dr.





so how is your liver?? that could be a great cause of making you tired...a lot of things could be really.. most of my life I have always been a TIRED person.. no matter what .. just always tired .. then I started cleansing like a maniac.. and I had so much energy all the time.. and if I feel like shit I go right back to cleansing like a maniac again.



So I recovered from that two week long stomach bug only to get hit with another eye infection. That's just cleared up in the last few days, and I managed to pull out a $100 day on Tuesday during the day. It's not a lot by most of your standards, but it's BIG for me. I've been working the PSO lines every day this week and it's been bringing in $10-$20 a day, which has definitely added up.
All of that is good, since earning money puts me in a good place, emotionally. I'm going to need it because I can already feel the PMS hormonal shift starting, topped off by some added stressors in my life. My hubby is starting to come down with a cold, and my boyfriend is leaving on a business trip in Wales for a week, which means no Skype calls and limited contact.
Normally, these things put me in a negative mindset and exacerbate my depression symptoms…but this time around, I'm trying to be very mindful of how I'm feeling and to try to counteract the depressive feelings with extra self-care - I'm even doing something special for myself by knitting myself some beautiful fingerless mitts modeled after my favorite literary character from the Outlander series. It's the first time I've ever made something JUST for myself, and I love how special it makes me feel. It's silly, but so far, it's working. I'm hoping to motivate myself to get on cam tonight by telling myself that if I do work tonight, I'll be able to get more yarn for another pair of mitts in a slate grey to match my eyes...
Sometimes I wish I didn't have anxiety. Today I'm miserable. I only did two shows because I feel so terrible. How am I supposed to Dominate people when all I wanna do is cry?! Fortunately I made over my week minimum in two days, so I'm not that worried. I just feel ashamed because I've only been working 4 hours day, according to my spreadsheet...
Today it's my fault, however. It's normally not this bad, but I put some coffee in the refrigerator overnight. I knew it made the caffeine more potent, but I didn't realize it made an espresso from hell. I guess that caffeine was just really potent because I was actually shaking from drinking it. I cannot keep my hands still. As some people may know, anxiety attacks are often triggered by caffeine. I can handle up to one cup of coffee, but anything more than that makes me extremely upset. It took me years to figure out the dose of caffeine I can handle. Gah.
Being logical only does so much. I understand that it's just a rush of chemicals on a very deep level. However, it doesn't help when I really feel like the world is ending! Shit.
The bright side:
I did log in today. I didn't just give up without trying!
I did make money.
I learned a valuable lesson about my caffeine tolerance.
I'm already at my weekly goal, so anything I made after Monday was just extra money.
I also understand that I am useless without my daily meditation. I have spreadsheets, I have hard data which supports that I cannot skip a lot of meditation without my earnings plummeting. I have a gameplan though!
Tomorrow I'm going to set an alarm. No oversleeping, I am going to wake up at 3:00-3:30pm.
I'm going to drink a very small cup of coffee (or big cup of tea) like I always do.
I'm going to do my makeup and take a photoset for a few hours.
I'm going to log in at ~6:00pm-7:00pm and make some money! I plan on making my usual. maybe some extra if I'm feeling up to it.
I will log off at ~12:00.
I have a gameplan, I know that I will be be fine. I know I have made enough money for the week. It does suck having panic attacks and logging out with $48, but at least I gave today a shot!
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I don't blame you. I know it heavily depends on the person, a lot of people with anxiety have to cut it out completely. You have to do what's right for your own health. Personally, a little bit of caffeine in the morning helps me a lot more than it harms me. It's certainly not for everyone, though. Mistakes like mine can happen and it does trigger anxiety attacks if you aren't careful or your body/mind isn't suited for it!
I'm very fortunate that my anxiety is on a manageable level. Two years ago I was still in High School and would run to the bathroom for my hourly anxiety attack. It was seriously about six times a day. It normally took me about ten minutes to cry it out. Thank goodness I've gotten past it so it only happens a couple times a month now! Sometimes it happens once every three, it's incredible.
And I'm sure I can, too. It's just one bad day, it's not the end of the world. I can feel it, tomorrow is going to be great.I'm actually excited for it.
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Alcohol also gives you anxiety the next day.. Like I went to dinner had 3 glasses of wine and the next day I felt nothing but a lot of anxiety, depressed and more stressed .. I quit drinking except when I go out to dinner.. I notice a BIG difference.. coffee?? I drink 7cups a day give or take.. love it I don't have trouble with it these days.
^^^ 7 cups??!! Is not a typo mistake? What coffee is that, how strong? I drink 2 cups, medium strong ground coffee & if i drink the 3rd then i have problems falling asleep. I saw people drinking 'coffee', it was like a small instant coffee spoon mixed with plenty of water, tasted like piss by the way, bleah. That's how some brits drink the coffee lol. I hate the tea btw
On a positive note i feel good again today, yesterday i was still feeling weak and was sweating but now i am fine, thank god! So my nauseous episode from few days ago was the 1st symptom of a cold, this time.
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