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^^ I hear that also. I'm going to try it. it's so frustrating because I can go days, weeks, without a migraine, then... Bam... wake up with one. I do basically the same thing every day (eating/sleeping, exercise schedule), so idk why I get them.





I am still recovering from the 13 hour cam stint on Friday.. WTF?? since then I have hardly worked.. I only worked til noon yesterday for maybe 2 hours if that.. it has been super weird to me as this is just not me.. Usually I work extra hours over the weekend... I ran out of Superfood for 2 or 3 days and my health has not recovered.. How do you guys live WITHOUT it.. I cannot.. I rapidly started going downhill....Just started taking my superfood again last nite and back on my liver tonic as well.... I still don't have any gray hair .. I think it's because of drinking this stuff since I was 32 yrs old.. all the antioxidants keep your hair from getting gray.. it's funny to me.. almost 42 now.





^^ I hear Those 13 hr stints on cam are brutal!! I have done them sooo many times for one reason or another. Every time I do, I feel like my body just shuts down afterwards, and I can barely get out of bed the next day.
It seems like camming is so much different than other jobs I've had where even 8 hours ever day, plus overtime is not as hard on the body.
Camming is an entirely different breed of work, for sure. I've found that each hour on cam, is like 5 hours in a vanilla job.





Yea!.. I don't like doing long hours.. I don't know why it ever even happens.. I think sometimes I just lose track of time and I keep going and if there is lots of people to talk to...lol... but I am not into it because I am to old and I need balance in my life in every way possible, the more I stick to my schedule and caring for myself the more I am successful.. I try to keep everything pretty routine.. Like if I am not in bed laying down by 10 pm then my day will be off haha..etc etc..
I think it is because of the intense mental attention that camming takes. You can't really tune out when you are camming since you are forced to pay attention to your free chat.
I've noticed a trend that it is the girls that do free chat that seem to get burned out the easiest.





^^ Def.! I read a thread here a while back that compared camming to being a performer on stage.There is no way they could do it for 4-10 hrs, on stage, yet alone every day!
Most performers I have met go into hermit mode the second the performance is over.
I never understood why, ...until I started to cam.










Well?? back before free live video it was ALOT more relaxing..LOL.. I would slouch down and surf the net, read emails .. lay down and watch a movie til someone went prvt .. When I worked on imlive we had them trained to go straight to pvt don't free chat haha.. those were the days!... sitting on cam hours and hours acting all the time even if you are not getting paid??... tiring... when I was done camming and my kids were younger I used to tell them don't bother me til I regroup and switch gears.. as soon as I logged off I had to lay down for a few mins and then go back to being mommy...LOL





^^ I give You more kudos for camming as long as You have, more than will ever come across with my words on here.
The changes in camming, just the 4 years that I have been on, makes me worn out, and frustrated.
Realistically, I get it, because IMO, vanilla jobs suck.
Especially now, and since 2008 (recession).
I filled in as a hostess at my friend's new upscale restaurant last weekend, and it was pure heaven. I sometimes forget what a 'people' person I used to be, and how I actually like being around humans.... It was awesome to interact with adults who had more to say to me than..."Nice tits', show me your ass. do u swallow, etc., etc.
I know working on sex sites, that's the lingo, but it does get to me often, because I am also a human being, not just a 'pump and dump'![]()





Oh! what I can't stand is Hi how are you?? " I'm Horny".. fucking duh asshole.. that's not the way people act in the real world!... drives me crazy.. Yea I am a people person too, but I am hardly ever let out of my cage!.. Soon though I think I will have more opportunity to get out of jail, Maybe volunteer and I am pretty close to real estate investing so I can meet some normal people possibly?? people who don't talk about their latest fetish and how horny they are.. yea that would be GREAT!
Well?? the worst case scenario is I could work til I Retire...LOL.. the oldest lady on SM I saw was 67 yrs old.. do I want to?? Uh NO .. do I want to get a new career at my age.. Not really.. so it's this and real estate and franchises and whatever else I can do.. NOT interested in having a "JOB" ever again...
I really need to start loosing weight again, every time i go out to places where i have to walk more (no car here) it feels like a real challenge, my back hurts soo bad, so do my feet, it's getting scary by now. My lower spine looks/ feels curved to inside, when i walk it feels like my body 'shifts' forward somehow, my belly comes out and my spine goes 'inside' like. I remember 1.5/2 yrs ago i lost weight & it felt easier to walk, some family events happened in between & i just gave up on diet/ exercise so since then i put all back. now i reached the critical point again, is not the weight itself but the way it's affecting & hurting my damaged back.
Wow, this really brightened my day. I've been down on myself because I have not been able to handle days longer than 4 hours, especially when I'm splitcamming on three sites and trying to remember to record every session. It's a lot to do at once, and it's pretty stressful! When I did strictly indie I was easily able to do 12 hour days without a problem. Now that I've added free chat back into my schedule, I cannot handle more than four hours without taking a break. I never thought about it like that, but I think you are right. It's so much easier to burn out when you've spent a while in free chat. You have to stay in character and it can be petty tough at times. Thanks for the perspective!
I've been thinking about taking up a side job for when I'm not camming. I feel bad when I'm not spending time working outside of those four hour time shifts. I think doing something with the rest of my time would be a good idea. Does anyone else do this?
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Yea, I wonder why the culture changed so much, Sheesh what will it be like in 10 yrs? It seems they treat real live camgirls like free porn tube sites but you have to pay something .. that's the way camming seems to be now.. sort of like a dehumanizing process... Even I have changed because of it. I do not want to small talk or any of the sort.. Just hi how are you and that's it.. what you into? because things have changed.
^^^ Right & even then after the intro small questions/ answers u find out they dont have money to spend on u but used a dummy card to sign up with, i am always baffled to read this, SM accepts memberships from countries where the members have no possibility to pay for shows, many guys told me this and said the card they used to sign up with was taken as an age verification tool. Not happy to be treated like a piece of meat on the shelf, 13 years ago it was DIFFERENT! And back then girls did not have to shove their entire collection of toys inside them all at once to make money, believe me.





^^ That reminds me Alice.. this one guy who I know never spends more than 10 bucks (my cut) on a show.. well? he was ridiculous!.. this morning he wanted me to combine 5 different roleplays for a 3 min show .. is all it turned out to be.. WTF?? you tell me how I can do SPH and fuck myself and go ooh ahh I want your dick.. oh no I don't .. it's so fucking small no one wants your dick.. oh yes I want it fuck me harder.. I mean like?? pick ONE FUCKING roleplay per fucking show please.
Oh and he also wanted JOI and He didn't like that I called it a cock so he said can you use the word dick instead.. my head was spinning, I got all confused and just couldn't even hardly do anything at all.. to many rules for me.





Alice remember you said you were getting dizzy?? I have been feeling that way the last few days myself.. I think I might have maybe got some kinda head cold or something but it's so slight I can barely tell if something is wrong with me.. but I feel just "OFF"
^^^ I feel the same lately anon, pretty weak and off power, also my back hurts soo bad, weather is changing here & i feel it, i just took a pain killer for my back & did dishes, is painful even to stand or walk. The weather change it's affecting me a lot, humidity and cold are bad for my back & my muscle condition (painful muscle syndrome), i feel better when is warm outside but the heat i cant stand, no extreme temps for me pls! I want it sunny & warm, i feel best then, on the european continent means for me May & June before heat starts then September after the heat is gone. I heard New Zeeland has a great weather, i wish to live there. Hugs!





Just did a liver flush with coconut oil and pink lemonade and my liver/gb drops.. haha.. Let's see if it works.. it tasted good at least!...I haven't done a flush since 2007.. so this was Flush #18 if we are counting!..
Hopefully it will start jumpstarting my weight loss... I haven't been able to lose a pound and I am tired a lot.. and just shitty feeling! try it.. if you don't have liver/ gallbladder tonic..
You do it with ginger and garlic which I had none of... so I improvised...
Also you can use almost any pure clean oil and citrus.... start off with a tablespoon of oil.. you can read about the drink on www.herbdocblog.com.. in the book section.. liver detox
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