




^^^ I second this!
People just dont know what u deal with when they dont see anything really ...visible?
It's inside the body or mind, is INVISIBLE.
Some of us drag ourselves on cam with huge efforts & stay there smiling w.o anyone knowing what we really feel.
People's Ignorance hurts more than any physical pain.
Hugs!





OMG i never knew/asked for these here!
I have the same issues with my back, herniated disks (two of them on lower spine & middle spine area, sometimes i get neck pain also from sitting at the pc camming in non comfy position
Comfy & Sexy positions? Hard to achieve
I stopped taking pain killers regularly cause they damaged my stomach tho i'll take one now and then when i feel i really need it.
Surgery wont stop the degenerative process so i'll delay this as much as possible and do it only in emergency situation, if ever.
Or opt for a non - invasive procedure which now costs too much for me simply.
Ty!!! for posting this!!! I have back pain all the time here even in sleep so i need something to help me other than pain killers.
Hugs & Happy u feel better, i'll check on these myself see if they available here xxx





I really hope you can get these patches where u live.
I'm so pissed that my previous dr. Never prescribed them. But, better late than never, i guess.
Had a rough day, pain wise today.
So glad that i have these patches. Just took a hot shower after camming. Put them on my neck and lower back, and i know I'll feel great in the morning when i get up.
Oh god, thank you so much for this.
On the outside I look utterly fine. Yet I don't really feel anyone comprehends or has any idea really of the amount of health issues/pain I deal with or the effects it has. Really, this thread itself has made me feel much less alone.
Thank you
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Made a new friend in the town i recently moved to.
Went over to her house for a visit yesterday.
Had an awesome time, but left there feeling emotionally and physically drained.
I'm an HSP ( highly sensitive person) on top of all my other physical ailments.. Too much stimulation pushes me over the edge.
I barely made it through the supermarket on the way home. Felt like i was in a haze and would collapse at any moment.
When I lived alone and this would happen, all i had to do was make it home and lay down for a while.
Not in this crazy, noisy house where I'm living.
Even prescription ibuprofen didn't help.
I had planned on camming after the debate was over, but I couldn't keep my eyes open. Took a melatonin and crashed.
Woke up with a worse headache and backache than when i went to sleep.
Why, oh why, can't I EVER feel good when i try to go out and DO something social?
I feel like crying.![]()
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HSP here too, sorry Glamour, i feel for you, hugs xxx
I know I am REALLY late for this but your post actually made me think how I've been doing my cam work and reavaluate it all. I also always thought that if I treated everyone as friends in my room it would actually work better for me but it just makes me annoyed and tired for faking it so much. Thanks!





Thank You.
Do u have any tips on avoiding an hsp episode?
I'm on several hsp forums, and have yet to figure out how to not be so sound/ stimuli sensitive.
I just saw book with the perfect title: "Too Loud, Too Bright, Too Fast, Too Tight."
Fits every social situations i find myself in to a tea.





I'm an HSP as well, and it makes everyday things so hard. :\ The best way I've found to deal with it is to have calm and relaxation as much as possible, even if that means leaving the house just to sit alone in the library. Watching what you eat and drink can also help, as caffeine and too much sugar/carbs can spike your blood sugar, making you hypersensitive. Protein and fat are good because they keep your blood sugar stable for a longer period of time. I also keep a prescription of Xanax on hand, and take 1/4 of a pill if I get panicky.
Now that I'm almost 30, I figure I don't need to go out that much. Socializing at someone's house rather than a loud bar is perfectly okay with me -- cheaper, and often more fun.![]()





Thank You. Being an HSP also, You totally get it.
I love the library.
Thank God(no pun intended), that I found a church in my new neighborhood that has a meditation garden. It has clean, air conditioned bathrooms. Plus, the grounds of the church are filled with Orange trees, so the aroma of the blossoms is heavenly, surrounded by the most gorgeous mountains I have ever seen.
It's a damn shame that I have to leave my house for peace and quiet, but until I can move, it is what it is.
I love being home so much, and when that is taken away from me(and a sound sleep), I might as well just give in to episodes.





I just got my results back from my hair/mineral analysis test and a long 2 hour consultation via Skype with the practitioner.. (might I say this guy is 49 and looks 35 so I think i'll do whatever he tells me to do..lol) So I have a slow thyroid, and hyper active adrenals.. and Heavy Metal Toxicity more than most people do.. When I first got on the call the first thing he said to me was wow you are super stressed out. I actually thought I had been doing better.. He asked me how long I have been living in stress mode? (fight or flight) I said 16 yrs .. he is surprised I haven't crashed yet.. Probably because I do take a lot of vitamins and minerals and stuff.. Anywho.. my calcium, magnesium potassium are LOW and that is the source of my AIR HUNGER.. unable to take deep breaths most of the time.. He is putting me on an exact dosage of certain supplements til my next retest. My cholesterol is also to low to feed my adrenals.. however my diet is already what he wants me to eat.. High fat red meat, milk butter cheese.. etc etc.. I also have HIGH CORTISOL so I can't lose weight no matter what I do.. After I have my mercury filling removed he is putting me on a chelating program which can make your brain go crazy so I have to start slow with that.. If I do not chelate the heavy metals it could take more than 10 yrs to remove them with just mineral balancing.. boy I am a mess.. To bad I went to the doctor and they told me I was fine even though I know I am not..
I highly suggest having this done as he explained that mental issues are all HEAVY METAL TOXICITY.. not to mention most diseases such as type 1 diabetes and hypothyroidism..
If you want to know how to get in touch with him PM me.. he works with you online as he is in Toronto Canada

TMI lol but I've had to take the last couple days off of camming because of either a yeast or BV infection :-/ I was camming like a mad woman last week trying not to get evicted. Made my goal but I guess I over did it and now my kitty hates me :-( Since I don't have insurance or the patience to wait to go to a clinic, I'm gonna try a peroxide mix which from my understanding can knock out either problem. I can feel things clearing up naturally since my cooch has been on workers strike, but I don't have patience when it comes to getting $.
I'll be using a 50/50 hydrogen peroxide/water douche (or soaking a tampon in the mix and leaving it in for 30 minutes max) and then replacing the good bacteria with a yogurt soaked tampon (I'll be using whole milk since I couldn't find yogurt at my nearby store.) I'll report back here and let you all know if it works just in case it might be helpful to anyone else.

Thank you Anonymous! Good looking out. I'll be easy on the peroxide. I've already been feeling a lil raw and sore, so I def don't wanna be counter productive.I'll make sure to keep it out the back door, that sounded horrible!



Reviving this ol thread because I started camming again after nearly 2 months' worth of bedridden depression. No drugs no nothing, just forcing myself to put on that smile and work without motivation.
Couldn't stand to look at my fallen placement, couldn't even stand to browse SW, for over 6 weeks. Today just MADE myself get online, and lo and behold raked $100 in my first hour or so.
Thank you camming for being so forgiving. Thank you horny men for being so damn horny. Cheers ladies, hope you've all been well!
Congrats on making yourself do it despite everything in the way, I'm glad it was worth it too!
Ugh, I feel like I have a migraine... My body is just seriously tired
i have back pain also and its a pain in the ass, have to move constantly from one position to another. at the end of the day, im exhausted.
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I absolutely love this thread! It helps so much to not feel so alone with illnesses.
My ex boss took me out for my birthday and the place was an overcrowded, noisy restaurant. Blaring music. It was cinco de Mayo so people were already buzzed and obnoxiously drunk when we got there at 8 PM.
Even though she was sitting a foot from me, I had to shout to talk to her.
I commented on it, and she replied that I must be getting old if I can't stand the noise..WTf?
No, not old.. Just 'over it' or ' not into it'. Plus the chairs were uncomfortable, so now my back hurts.
I'm an HSP, and suffer from PTSD, so loud noise and crowds make me very uncomfortable.
I didn't want to get into that discussion with her, so I just put up with being there.
I did try to explain that since I use my voice a lot with work( ESP PSO), that shouting and straining to talk probably isn't the best thing to do..She didn't care.
I now sit here with a sore throat, and a full day of camming/PSO to do because I have to make up the time I took off for my bday vacation.
Ugh,. Can't win for losing.![]()
^ It's my favourite thread on SW for similar reasons. I hope you manage to recover quickly from your night out.





I got a new account on Streamate and I was super pumped to get started. But then I bled for 8 days (thanks fibroids). But on Friday it was over so I decided to get ready to cam when my stomach protested, heavily. Repeat Saturday, and today. I don't know if my IBS is just in a terrible flare up or if I have some weird anxiety about camming again. But I've lost all my motivation to cam. It's hard to feel sexy when you're on the toilet all day.
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