
Originally Posted by
Semyonovna
Joining sick girls club. I'm def. sick but I still don't know what is wrong with me. I'm having anxiety, sometimes depression, can't sleep right, can't gain weight although I eat a lot plus whey protein, I'm tired of life, my skin has breakouts, I feel mt gut has issues and my hands and feet are cold, also I get heated up a lot if it's only a little hotter than usual, like I'm in the fucking menopause, my hair and nails are weaker than before. This is my state for a 2 years and I was sure it's something about thyroid gland, but my checks were fine and tomorrow i'm gonna check it again. I have health insurance but it's a joke, doctors are idiots that don't care at all. I'm gonna pay from my pocket to check it out, but shit, this life... So tired of fighting symptoms without knowing the cause. Someone said to me it due to stress, but is stress so powerful that can make my body suffer that much? I tried so much stuff, I take care of myself as much as I can, I read all scientific and medical articles about thyroid and I'm sure something is going on there. I hope I'll have luck tomorrow and my new doctor is serious.
And regarding this thread, I cam and I fake it a lot. Money makes my stress levels low and puts smile on my face. But I'm imagining that if I was healthy my work would be so much more productive and profitable. Being sexy while you feel ugly and shitty is hard. I have pretty face but with breakouts I need a lot of make up and I still don't feel fully comfortable when my face is on cam bcs when I look in the mirror I wanna cry how bad my skin is.
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