Been feeling sick these last two days and weak as hell. I went to my Dr. a few hours ago and it turns out I have early stages of pneumonia
But thankfully he already gave me meds for it and if it all goes well I'll be back on track ASAP!![]()




Been feeling sick these last two days and weak as hell. I went to my Dr. a few hours ago and it turns out I have early stages of pneumonia
But thankfully he already gave me meds for it and if it all goes well I'll be back on track ASAP!![]()
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Sorry to hear hope you start feeling better real soon.
been 2 days with cystitisidk what is going on and the cold makes it terrible.


Has anyone here cammed after receiving a cancer diagnosis? If so, how did you do it? I received some really bad news this week and it's been difficult to smile and fake happiness on cam with this new diagnosis. I feel like I've reached the lowest point in my life right now....ever. However, I must find a way to keep camming despite this so that I can pay for medicine and co-payments. Feels like the weight of the world is crushing me.





Finally had my amalgam filling removed.. I couldn't be more thrilled.. no more being poisoned by that thing.. Now I am just poisoned by silicone implants haha... thats' next on my hit list if it's possible to get rid of implants and get fat transfers and not look like a freak... I am on my way to better health . slowly but surely.. long way to go.





I have known camgirls in the past that did have cancer and cammed.. but that was before this free live video insanity.. I don't think I could do it.. it's to stressful.. I hope you will be able to make it on cam.. this is the toughest thing ever you are going through.. wish you didn't have to do it....


Thanks for the kind support, ladies. I think once the shock wears off, I'll be able to push through and keep working. My mom had the same type of cancer and she got through it, so I have to just keep reminding myself of this.
Anonymous, what you said about free live chat is so true! I find this to be the most stressful/draining part of camming by far. I feel that I can perform relatively stress-free in pvt/exclusive and indy, but the freeloaders and bullshit artists really zap my energy, as I'm sure they do to a lot of us here.





Yea in the old days if I was logged on crying they couldn't see me til they went to private!.. lmao.. which I did ALOT it's been a rough time for me... Well good luck for a speedy recovery.. Are you doing some healthy things to help you? I don't know what kind of treatment you are going for but you need a strong immune system to beat it for good..


Thanks! I'm doing some light yoga, meditation, and eating organic foods. This was a major wake-up call that I need to take better care of myself. Had a biopsy done 2 weeks ago and obviously that was positive. The good news is it doesn't seem to have spread according to the scans, but they will do more surgery and a course of chemo/radiation. I'm just going to put on wigs and use plenty of Dermablend, and maybe even break up shifts in smaller increments.
Btw, the old days of camming sound a lot better to me. I like to do things the old fashioned way, lol.





Well? Don't think I can work today.. pulled a muscle in my back around my shoulder blade stretching awkwardly in the bathroom before my shower.. oh so much fricken pain doing anything!.. I massaged it and put magnesium oil on it and iced it.. now I am just sitting here. uggh.. this sucks!
Everyone at my house was sick...now I am sick. I am hurting and cant fall asleep. I just want it over with so bad. Its a stomach bug and one minute I'm hot or next minute I'm freezing. The thought of food just grosses me out. Anyways just wanted to vent....feel better everyone.





yes it hurts so bad I cannot even carry a glass of water, I have been pretty much staying still in bed all day while my son plays nurse to me.. .. the only thing that made me feel better was 2 shot glass of Canadian whiskey.. and now it's gone it was just a mini hotel bottle.. that and the ice pack was the only relief I had today.. the pain is like on a level that makes you want to vomit..so I am trying not to move.. but I am not the type of person who can sit still much so I am just hurting myself all day long...almost as painful when I had the broken shoulder but I think this is even worse because of where it's located.. but lesss time healing than a broken bone....





Im glad someone is helping you out during this time. I know it will get better in time as it heals but the wait for it is awful.Hope it doesnt take too long to heal for you. Hope you find a way to relieve the pain somewhat sucks it happened to you. Hope you start feeling better real soon.





Thanks Chelly, Well it's already starting to feel a bit better.. I have more range of motion already!.. in less than 12 hours.. I hope I can work tomorrow.. somewhat.. still hurts like a bitch though.. I took a TON of my special calcium mag pills and all my the minerals I take daily.. and iced it about 3 times so far.. not to mention about 1600 mg of motrin and 2 shots of Canadian whiskey..lol










Ok I tried those lidocaine patches and cream and broke out in hives/rash and all red.. itchy like crazy.. none of these chemical things ever work for me.. so now I made a concoction of coconut oil, baking soda and vinegar to relieve it somewhat.. uggh.. I just go from one hell to the other.. My shoulder is almost better in just 7 days thanks to my Mineral practitioner.. he told me to take Aspirin 500 mg 3 times per day, k2 and glucosamine chondroitin.. I think that's it.. the next day I woke up not in pain.. now just a dull ache.. but so miserable from just trying 1 patch.. oh god I hope it clears soon!... thanks for the suggestion though.. I just gotta stay away from chemicals



Ugh hives are the worst, I'm sorry you have to deal with all that on top of your pains ac! Hope they die down soon
I don't know what the hell happened, but I've been able to get online 3 days in a row, and I'm starting to see through my mental blocks and regain some of that old fire I had for camming. My brain chemistry is having a nice smooth period of balance right now, and it feels really really good. I'm in control of my time again. If I can make it through a week, 7 days in a row, I can start setting up my weekly goals and feel like a successful adult again!
Now to make it 4 days in row.
3/7
Edit: 4/7 now!
Last edited by heyho; 12-30-2016 at 04:20 AM.
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