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    If you can get Excedrin then do a meditation where you redistribute blood flow from head to hands, it'll help until the med kicks in.

    For the meditation you close your eyes, focus on your breath, then focus your attention on your head. Feel your pulse in your face. It will be throbbing. Then focus your attention on your hands. Controlled breath, slow and deep, then you'll start to feel your pulse in your hands. Do this for about 10 minutes.

    I'm sending you healing vibes. I know how bad it can be. I used to put my daughter in a dark room, massage her feet, and be there for her when she was throwing up. It's a horrible wretched thing migraines. Debilitating really.
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    Two days later and I'm finally out of that migraine. Sigh. But I'm so disconnected today. Even fed my dogs their dinner mix for breakfast. So I think I'm going to skip camming today and just wash the dogs as they are so overdue, clean the house, do a load of laundry and reset. Then get ready for a cammathon to get myself out there the way I need to be to make this camming thing actually work for me. I woke up with the intention to cam today but depression hit my house and it needs some self care to so I can just feel better about myself.

    I did have a three hour migraine break yesterday to where I was able to get to the farm, drop off feed and get to the grocery store to pick up meds. I'm sure that helped me get out of it to as the day before, I didnt have anything to take but aspirin and we all know that wont work for a full blown migraine.

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    Quote Originally Posted by izshadow View Post
    Two days later and I'm finally out of that migraine. Sigh. But I'm so disconnected today. Even fed my dogs their dinner mix for breakfast. So I think I'm going to skip camming today and just wash the dogs as they are so overdue, clean the house, do a load of laundry and reset. Then get ready for a cammathon to get myself out there the way I need to be to make this camming thing actually work for me. I woke up with the intention to cam today but depression hit my house and it needs some self care to so I can just feel better about myself.

    I did have a three hour migraine break yesterday to where I was able to get to the farm, drop off feed and get to the grocery store to pick up meds. I'm sure that helped me get out of it to as the day before, I didnt have anything to take but aspirin and we all know that wont work for a full blown migraine.
    Have you looked into seeing if your insurance covers botox treatments for migraines? I know some people who have had amazing results.

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    Quote Originally Posted by caramelcraze View Post
    Have you looked into seeing if your insurance covers botox treatments for migraines? I know some people who have had amazing results.
    I dont have health insurance sadly.

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    I was so tired (getting close to my period), so I over slept like crazy. I was planning on logging on last night. Yeah, that never happened, 9h later of sleep. Damn, I hate hormones. Wish my ovaries would treat me better!

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    Quote Originally Posted by euro_princess View Post
    I was so tired (getting close to my period), so I over slept like crazy. I was planning on logging on last night. Yeah, that never happened, 9h later of sleep. Damn, I hate hormones. Wish my ovaries would treat me better!
    Yeah, I'm in a hormonal state, too. I have to remember...I get even more sleepy during that time. I get angry at myself.

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    X-posting this. If you read this in the "General Questions" thread, then skip over. But I'm posting this here because I know you guys can related to 'health issues:'

    1. Although mornings would be the best time for me to do shows, I'm just not a morning performer. For one, I often have insomnia, and because I have health issues, I need to make sure I'm getting all of my sleep, as much as possible. And even if I get a good night of sleep, my personality just isn't there in the morning.

    2. I like doing mornings so that I can work on other things in the afternoons. Also, there's less competition for me to deal with in the mornings. But working mornings only allows me a couple of hours before it becomes dead/crickets. SM goes dark pretty much around lunch. Never tried mid-afternoons.

    3. I often wake up in a state of anxiety. No matter if I make lists (I do), I wake up feeling incapable and my brain goes frozen.

    4. Mornings are just the best time for me to do exercise, meditation, errands, shit that's just best to do in the mornings, especially if I need to leave home this time of year because it's fucking HOT outside. Example: I don't like doing grocery shopping in the afternoons because I like my food to be as cool/cold as possible. It's so hot where I live, even if I'm riding in a car, the food could spoil on the way home (I fear). Like...I put cold foods in insulated bags EVEN riding in a car!

    5. I've tried evening shifts before...different crowd. The guys were more demanding, more assholish. They seem to be a bit more tame in the mornings. Also, there's less of a chance of my being clocked out outted by working in the mornings...because the people I live around are working in the mornings.

    (Vent/rant/whining over)

    Now...does anyone else find that mornings are JUST NOT their jam? I know in order to be half-decent at this (I'm still in the apprentice phase, as I call it), I need to be at my best, inside and out. But as I've established, mornings aren't the right time for me. I gotta figure this out so that I can earn! Too much at stake, financially. But my mind is telling me....save mornings to do the things that I know work best for me to do in the mornings. Errands. Personal care. Making clips. Side hustles. Shit like that. Save camming for afternoons/early eves, but I'm afraid I won't make money during those times.

    I'm a hot mess right now, I know. Empathy and compassionate input is welcome, please.

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    ^^^ I dont like to cam in the morning or day time either, i feel this job is more appropriate for evenings/ night time.
    I live in Europe so my night time shifts means afternoon time in USA so can't tell what u'll get during your evening/ night time as member types.
    I sometimes cam during mornings here and catch the late guys in USA which are good customers.
    Here is very hot now as well and i dont feel like camming when the sun is up and burning (no AC here just a fan), at nite i also have privacy when most people sleep while during the day somebody might knock on the door (neighbors, mailman, building admin, so on).
    I rather open the door sleepy than wearing heavy make up that cant be taken off fast enough as i do full make up.
    There is also a con for camming at nite, it's affecting health in the way that hormones are not produced in a normal way but well, it comes with the job.
    Not sure if my hormonal issues are related to camming at nite mostly for the last 18 years now but can be, i just cant tell the doctors what i work and when.
    Maybe evenings/ early night would be an option for you?
    Anyway as a general matter people are more inclined to do naughty things at nite imo, models and members but it's not a must, others might find other time frame to suit them better.

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    I love working mornings for the sole reason that I can get rid of the hardest thing that I must do (which is camming, in my case) while I am still not 100% awake and conscious. LOL. But I can't, as I am living with my inlaws at the moment, so I can only cam for 3-4 hours in the afternoon. FML. ))

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    Quote Originally Posted by Panthera View Post
    I love working mornings for the sole reason that I can get rid of the hardest thing that I must do (which is camming, in my case) while I am still not 100% awake and conscious. LOL. But I can't, as I am living with my inlaws at the moment, so I can only cam for 3-4 hours in the afternoon. FML. ))
    Are you on SM? What's the afternoons like for you?

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    Quote Originally Posted by Sweet_Sadie View Post
    Are you on SM? What's the afternoons like for you?
    Yes, only on SM. The afternoons are hit or miss usually, but I have been here since Moses was in diapers, so I have regulars. I average pretty much the same per hour. I only wish I would not need one hour or more from the 4 available only to get myself in camming mode before I even log in... but that's what it takes, so I accept it.

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    I am not a morning person at all and hate getting up before 10am but afternoons for me on SM are freaking crickets. I've even tried signing on around midnight and its worse then afternoons for me.

    I have made next to nothing and need to start pushing more to get full time pay before I lose my home so I have to force myself now to get up and try to stream from like 7am to 1pm. Or 7am to noon if lunch time is truly crickets for most models.

    I really havent done evenings (like between 7pm to midnight) cause its when I wind down from my day be it the farm, errand, appointments, etc. Eat dinner, shower, etc is all done during that time for me.

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    Quote Originally Posted by izshadow View Post
    I am not a morning person at all and hate getting up before 10am but afternoons for me on SM are freaking crickets. I've even tried signing on around midnight and its worse then afternoons for me.

    I have made next to nothing and need to start pushing more to get full time pay before I lose my home so I have to force myself now to get up and try to stream from like 7am to 1pm. Or 7am to noon if lunch time is truly crickets for most models.

    I really havent done evenings (like between 7pm to midnight) cause its when I wind down from my day be it the farm, errand, appointments, etc. Eat dinner, shower, etc is all done during that time for me.
    From what I'm reading...yeah, anytime beyond the late hours can be hit or miss, but the key is consistency. If dudes know you'll be around at a certain time of day, then they'll show up when you're around.

    I'm just not gonna try to force the morning hours. I have to optimize my time, and that means doing the type of work that works for that time of the day. Having said that, I'm gonna try SM in the afternoons. I figure...even if no one shows up, I can listen to ebooks, make clips, do dancing work outs. Tons of things to do actually while I'm babysitting an empty cam room.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Sweet_Sadie View Post
    X-posting this. If you read this in the "General Questions" thread, then skip over. But I'm posting this here because I know you guys can related to 'health issues:'

    1. Although mornings would be the best time for me to do shows, I'm just not a morning performer. For one, I often have insomnia, and because I have health issues, I need to make sure I'm getting all of my sleep, as much as possible. And even if I get a good night of sleep, my personality just isn't there in the morning.

    2. I like doing mornings so that I can work on other things in the afternoons. Also, there's less competition for me to deal with in the mornings. But working mornings only allows me a couple of hours before it becomes dead/crickets. SM goes dark pretty much around lunch. Never tried mid-afternoons.

    3. I often wake up in a state of anxiety. No matter if I make lists (I do), I wake up feeling incapable and my brain goes frozen.

    4. Mornings are just the best time for me to do exercise, meditation, errands, shit that's just best to do in the mornings, especially if I need to leave home this time of year because it's fucking HOT outside. Example: I don't like doing grocery shopping in the afternoons because I like my food to be as cool/cold as possible. It's so hot where I live, even if I'm riding in a car, the food could spoil on the way home (I fear). Like...I put cold foods in insulated bags EVEN riding in a car!

    5. I've tried evening shifts before...different crowd. The guys were more demanding, more assholish. They seem to be a bit more tame in the mornings. Also, there's less of a chance of my being clocked out outted by working in the mornings...because the people I live around are working in the mornings.

    (Vent/rant/whining over)

    Now...does anyone else find that mornings are JUST NOT their jam? I know in order to be half-decent at this (I'm still in the apprentice phase, as I call it), I need to be at my best, inside and out. But as I've established, mornings aren't the right time for me. I gotta figure this out so that I can earn! Too much at stake, financially. But my mind is telling me....save mornings to do the things that I know work best for me to do in the mornings. Errands. Personal care. Making clips. Side hustles. Shit like that. Save camming for afternoons/early eves, but I'm afraid I won't make money during those times.

    I'm a hot mess right now, I know. Empathy and compassionate input is welcome, please.
    Quote Originally Posted by KatM View Post
    ^^^ I dont like to cam in the morning or day time either, i feel this job is more appropriate for evenings/ night time.
    I live in Europe so my night time shifts means afternoon time in USA so can't tell what u'll get during your evening/ night time as member types.
    I sometimes cam during mornings here and catch the late guys in USA which are good customers.
    Here is very hot now as well and i dont feel like camming when the sun is up and burning (no AC here just a fan), at nite i also have privacy when most people sleep while during the day somebody might knock on the door (neighbors, mailman, building admin, so on).
    I rather open the door sleepy than wearing heavy make up that cant be taken off fast enough as i do full make up.
    There is also a con for camming at nite, it's affecting health in the way that hormones are not produced in a normal way but well, it comes with the job.
    Not sure if my hormonal issues are related to camming at nite mostly for the last 18 years now but can be, i just cant tell the doctors what i work and when.
    Maybe evenings/ early night would be an option for you?
    Anyway as a general matter people are more inclined to do naughty things at nite imo, models and members but it's not a must, others might find other time frame to suit them better.
    Everything you ladies have said, is why I cam in the evening. PST
    I'm not a morning person at all. When I have cammed in the early morning, it's very busy. But, guys only buy short shows, and that pisses me off.
    My ideal time would be between 11 am-2. Sadly, that never works for me. Customers come into my chat room when they see me on. But, they never buy shows then.
    Idk, maybe because I'm doing mostly fetish shows?
    But, I notice that another cam girl who's my age/ category/offering the same fetishes in private all the time.
    Oh well. It is what it is.
    I agree with Kat about the chance of someone knocking on the door. Happens more times than I can count, when I cam in the daytime​.
    It's hotter than hell here too. 110-120 everyday until November. Sadly, it doesn't cool down at night. Well, it does, but only to about 108.
    Anyway, until I can get passive income flowing, the evening hours will be my schedule.

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    I set my alarm for 8am so I could have two hours to wake up and have my coffee, sit with the cat, etc. Well I guess I hit it wrong in my sleep and what time did I get up? The magic 10am. Sigh. I even went to bed two hours earlier then normal but nope, 10am is my magic number. Doesnt matter how early or how late I go to bed, I'll wake up at 10am. And it wouldnt have worked out anyways cause the lawn men showed up at 10am to. So even if I got up at 8am, I wouldnt have been able to log in at 10am. Maybe thats a sign? Blah.

    Electricity is probably cheaper at night to haha.

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    Yeah, people like us can't force our bodies to do what it doesn't want to do. I know I'm a slave to my body, and how it operates.

    But it's a mixed-blessing because I HAVE to take supplements, get enough sleep, move my body, watch what I eat and how much if it I eat. Things we're supposed to do anyway, but when you're disabled, it's a must just to function!

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    Woke in a panic 5am. Not sure what was wrong. I tried to calm and soothe, but nothing seemed to work. I think I'm putting a lot of pressure on myself with the 1k goal.

    I'm going to take another route with intentions the rest of this week. I think I'm just going to focus on having fun. Yesterday was a good day and it was pretty fun. But I think trying to outdo good days like that has me feeling pressured.

    So for the rest of the week I'm going to just keep my vibe up.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Miss_ShaSha View Post
    Woke in a panic 5am. Not sure what was wrong. I tried to calm and soothe, but nothing seemed to work. I think I'm putting a lot of pressure on myself with the 1k goal.

    I'm going to take another route with intentions the rest of this week. I think I'm just going to focus on having fun. Yesterday was a good day and it was pretty fun. But I think trying to outdo good days like that has me feeling pressured.

    So for the rest of the week I'm going to just keep my vibe up.
    I can totally relate. New financial goals only underline the need for more money, and that leads to off-the-charts anxiety!

    Take good care, listen to what your body is capable of, and not so much of your financial goals. For me, I'm finding that income diversification might be my best bet in managing anxiety. If I chop up my financial goals into bite-sized pieces (so to speak), then I feel that I can reach my goals.

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    That is what happens to me, I have so much financial pressure the whole 17 yrs I have been on cam... and I just lose it!!..lol

    Quote Originally Posted by Miss_ShaSha View Post
    Woke in a panic 5am. Not sure what was wrong. I tried to calm and soothe, but nothing seemed to work. I think I'm putting a lot of pressure on myself with the 1k goal.

    I'm going to take another route with intentions the rest of this week. I think I'm just going to focus on having fun. Yesterday was a good day and it was pretty fun. But I think trying to outdo good days like that has me feeling pressured.

    So for the rest of the week I'm going to just keep my vibe up.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Sweet_Sadie View Post
    I can totally relate. New financial goals only underline the need for more money, and that leads to off-the-charts anxiety!

    Take good care, listen to what your body is capable of, and not so much of your financial goals. For me, I'm finding that income diversification might be my best bet in managing anxiety. If I chop up my financial goals into bite-sized pieces (so to speak), then I feel that I can reach my goals.
    This is really good advice. I need to shoot more clips. Those do sell. I have most of my eggs in the SM basket and it scares me.

    And listening to my body? Yes! I need to take it easy and meditate more. I've skipped a day or two and I can feel the anxiety welling up.

    I really appreciate the support.



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    That is what happens to me, I have so much financial pressure the whole 17 yrs I have been on cam... and I just lose it!!..lol
    Right, ugh...I'm so glad I'm not the only one. I'll try to take it easy the next 2 days. It's good to know I'm not alone. Thanks.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Miss_ShaSha View Post
    Woke in a panic 5am. Not sure what was wrong. I tried to calm and soothe, but nothing seemed to work. I think I'm putting a lot of pressure on myself with the 1k goal.

    I'm going to take another route with intentions the rest of this week. I think I'm just going to focus on having fun. Yesterday was a good day and it was pretty fun. But I think trying to outdo good days like that has me feeling pressured.

    So for the rest of the week I'm going to just keep my vibe up.

    That's what happens to me, as well. For the next week I was contemplating getting on board with trying to do the 25 hours to qualify for the bonus, but then I stepped back and re-thought. If I hurry to get online each day and try to make it to 25 hours that week, in the given conditions (inlaws house, only 4 hours a day available to lock myself in the bedroom) that would mean I would cut off most of my 1 hour yoga and meditation/journaling, self care time. If I do that, I know damn well by now, after so many years, what the result will be: bitchiness and frustration. Bitchy me doesn't even do good as the Domme that I am, the domme style that fits me is the cute/surprisingly darkminded but smiling and fun domme. So, even if I most likely would end the week with a bonus of 125 or more, I will then need to take 2 days off to come back to my senses.
    Not to mention my life outside work will suffer too.
    Nope. not worth it.
    If I am on a high vibe, happy and joyful I sure will end up making almost as much money without the pressure.
    I used to work under pressure and did good...till I was about 31 years old. Then it all changed, I guess self respect went higher on my personal value scale than money. Damn it! lol What's worse is that it took me 8 years to understand that, too!

    PS: even if I wouldn't have only a few hours a day for work, I still have a limit of hours that I can keep up the good mood doing camming (at the most 5 a day), and that is a limit that I am being forced to respect or else... frustration gets the best of me and my money-making abilities. And the LOA gets me, too. Please remind me that if you ever see me bitchin' in the "Camming sucks" forum ever again hehe.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Panthera View Post
    That's what happens to me, as well. For the next week I was contemplating getting on board with trying to do the 25 hours to qualify for the bonus, but then I stepped back and re-thought. If I hurry to get online each day and try to make it to 25 hours that week, in the given conditions (inlaws house, only 4 hours a day available to lock myself in the bedroom) that would mean I would cut off most of my 1 hour yoga and meditation/journaling, self care time. If I do that, I know damn well by now, after so many years, what the result will be: bitchiness and frustration. Bitchy me doesn't even do good as the Domme that I am, the domme style that fits me is the cute/surprisingly darkminded but smiling and fun domme. So, even if I most likely would end the week with a bonus of 125 or more, I will then need to take 2 days off to come back to my senses.
    Not to mention my life outside work will suffer too.
    Nope. not worth it.
    If I am on a high vibe, happy and joyful I sure will end up making almost as much money without the pressure.
    I used to work under pressure and did good...till I was about 31 years old. Then it all changed, I guess self respect went higher on my personal value scale than money. Damn it! lol What's worse is that it took me 8 years to understand that, too!

    PS: even if I wouldn't have only a few hours a day for work, I still have a limit of hours that I can keep up the good mood doing camming (at the most 5 a day), and that is a limit that I am being forced to respect or else... frustration gets the best of me and my money-making abilities. And the LOA gets me, too. Please remind me that if you ever see me bitchin' in the "Camming sucks" forum ever again hehe.
    I am shaking my head in total agreement with ALL that. Girl, you know about the power of self care. This is a major practice in LOA. I just love how you said "need to take 2 days off to come back to (your) senses". It almost doesn't seem worth the money made. I've been known to take a whole week off EEKKK.

    I've slacked a little on self care. That day in the camming sucks thread I wasn't eating right. I felt horrible. I know better. Hahahaaa, I promise to send you good vibes and a message if and when you do go off. I'm sure your going off is less severe than mine LOL.
    Sha

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    I am shaking my head in total agreement with ALL that. Girl, you know about the power of self care. This is a major practice in LOA. I just love how you said "need to take 2 days off to come back to (your) senses". It almost doesn't seem worth the money made. I've been known to take a whole week off EEKKK.

    I've slacked a little on self care. That day in the camming sucks thread I wasn't eating right. I felt horrible. I know better. Hahahaaa, I promise to send you good vibes and a message if and when you do go off. I'm sure your going off is less severe than mine LOL.

    Haha, yes, my going off is less severe because I am the sole income provider for 3 people at the moment, lol. I have to be REALLY mindful and REALLY pay the utmost attention to all I do in this regards, to be able to stay at my best and make what's needed. I feel like I'm walking on a string at times. But alas, I honestly love this lifestyle. Hubby will go get at least a part time job soon, as his health got much better, but I got used to having him cook and clean (less now, that his mother is here) and doing homework/play with the kiddo ))

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    Haha, yes, my going off is less severe because I am the sole income provider for 3 people at the moment, lol. I have to be REALLY mindful and REALLY pay the utmost attention to all I do in this regards, to be able to stay at my best and make what's needed. I feel like I'm walking on a string at times. But alas, I honestly love this lifestyle. Hubby will go get at least a part time job soon, as his health got much better, but I got used to having him cook and clean (less now, that his mother is here) and doing homework/play with the kiddo ))
    Right about being mindful. It seems you've got things under control, which, no doubt, takes making sure your vessel is clean and cared for. I have a BF who cooks and it's so nice. I raised my kiddo alone and did all the cooking. Other BF didn't really know how to cook. A man who can cook AND clean? That's a true blessing right there.
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    Oh yes. This thread...for sure this is me. I have health problems for sure..not neurotypical..ADD&OCD, hypoglycemia, scoliosis and a heart defect. Dry skin, a history of extreme vitamin deficiencies.. I need to work out every few days or I literally feel my body falling apart. Mostly, I get overstimulated easily. I sort of love high stimulation but then I become exhausted quickly. Luckily, I do have a man who cooks and cleans..just not as well as me :/ LOL

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