finally turned 21 a few months ago
so i mustered up the courage to go the club of my first choice tonight
I had been to this club a few days before to apply as a waitress, but was rejected due to lack of experience
I'm pretty sure I had scared myself shitless overthinking how i should dance and if i would be able to move freely in a gown
but i finally made it inside, and followed a woman with a blonde ponytail to the changing room (housemom maybe?)
the changing room was not nearly as intimidating as i thought it would be, noone was really paying attention to me
i waited for about 10 minutes while the blonde woman was on the phone, and had already seemed to forget about me
then i briefly encountered the hiring manager once i was done changing, who quickly passed me off to someone else for my audition
the man i was left with told me i had to do two songs, top off etc and told me to begin at the start of the next song
i watched a girl below on the first level dancing, really she was barely moving, and i eagerly awaited my turn
i moved slow, and started to groove a bit more once i realized i actually knew the songs that were being played!
my knees were shaking a bit, so i tried to relax by dancing a little more to the beat
i took my friends advice who was a dancer before, and didnt do anything to extreme
the most i did was bend down and open my legs, attempted to be sexy
i heard some people bust out laughing below, but to be honest i still dont know if it was me they were laughing at
or something else, because i really wasnt doing anything outrageous
when i was done i quietly stood at the side and the man came back, directed to the elevator where i asked him
"good? bad?"
" not exactly good or bad, but i dont think we're going to take you..."
everything else blurred and there was something about lack of experience etc...
i dont even remember saying bye to him or how I got out of the club
but i could feel my hopes quickly shatter
i had just gotten practically naked and given my all, not to even get the job...plus there might have been people laughing at me?
its hard to explain all the emotions that go into a first audition as a 'newbie'
all i know is that i want to hide under a rock...for the rest of my life
and will never go within a 10 block radius of that club again, unless im wearing very big sunglasses
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