And was it easy from the beginning? I'm not pay for play escorting, I'm in a sugardaddy/sugarbaby type situation and he's actually a nice down to earth guy, decent looking (though) older, and a big cock! I'm attracted to him! Still, I had to get shitfaced drunk to sleep with him and all I wanted to do was cuddle the whole night. I think he thought I was nuts for kissing and wanting to cuddle. I felt like absolute shit the next day and an emotional wreck. I'm thinking I'm just not cut out for this...
was it easy for you in the beginning? And do you miss the emotional aspect of a relationship with someone that you're fucking? Should I keep in touch with him or am I going to feel like shit next time too? I'm thinking I might be better off looking for a regular boyfriend. Also, do you have a "boyfriend" who is your emotional companion while you escort for the money? How did you know escorting was right for you???
Edit: Please be brutally honest. I can take it.



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