I've just recently turned 18, and as I've planned for about 2 years now, I want to become a stripper. I need a lot of money, and kind of fast too. The thing is I don't think I'm sexy or talented enough to even get hired in the first place and if I actually were to get hired, I don't think I'd be able to make any money. Like at all.
First off, I don't dance. Not even at clubs or parties. I've been watching tons of youtube videos but I'm just not sure I'll know how to move my body. Especially on a pole. I've tried practicing in the mirror and it's not sexy. It's not bad... it's not really anything.
Second, I'm not sexy. Well, I spray tan despite being a mixed girl. I'm about the same color as kim kardashian (like on a day where she looks super tan.) I have a mediocre face. Makeup makes me just about gorgeous. Dim lights do me lots of justice too. My signature look is a nude lip and smokey eyes. I have a better face than most my peers. I have the body of a 12 year old. My stomach's kind of sort of flat. I look like a small c-cup with mad cleavage. Take the bra off and there's nothing there. Literally nothing, laying on my back I look like I have really small pecs. You would of thought I'd at least have an ass. Not at all. I have skinny arms and legs and to top it all off I'm 4'11.
Third, I'm not really friendly or talkative. I'm quiet and people constantly ask me why I look so sad/angry.
I'm doomed aren't I? I live in NY, closest to queens, have no idea how or where to audition...but I need the money. Badly. Do I even have a shot? I have no idea what to do...I'm mainly worried about being turned down on site-or maybe even not being aloud into the club for looking like a kid...



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