




Ok so, this looks like an old thread but I need to tell someone about this and I can't tell my friends or my family because, well, people are judgemental assholes. I should probably get better friends. So last time I cammed, and I should probably give you some backstory. I've been unemployed for 2 months and I'm living with my boyfriend an hour away from my family and hometown. We've been together about 6 months. Well I finally convinced him to try camming because I think it sounds awesome and empowering! We said he was only ok with us doing camming together. Well I popped up on here and asked for some advice to help him see the light and that it was ok for me to cam by myself and a lot of girls warned me and said he sounded controlling by not letting me cam by myself. Well I thought no way, he's just protective. Well we cammed for 2 nights total and then my computer busted and we haven't really started up again but one night we were camming and we had a guy come on and ask very specifically for an outfit. I ran into the bedroom to throw one together and I guess I took too long because the customer logged off. Well my bf went BALLISTIC! He ran into the bedroom and started screaming at me all sorts of awful names, kept calling me the B word over and over. He said I needed to listen to him and do exactly what he said and I should have just ignored the specifications that the customer gave us and just performed and apparently it was my fault that we lost a bunch of money. He was being so mean and all I was trying to do was give the customer what he asked for! I went into the bathroom and tried to shut the door but before I could get it shut he PUNCHED the door hard enough that it flew out of my hands. Then my bf stormed in the bathroom and called me a CUNT and grabbed my arm and drug me back onto camera. Apparently when he left the room to yell at me he didn't even turn our camera OFF. So for all I know all kinds of people heard him yelling and screaming at me. So now I'm on camera and I'm crying. I have tears running down my cheeks and my eyes are run and puffy and my nose is running. It was so AWFUL. Then of course 30 seconds later after we're back on the customer reappears and says his internet dropped so it wasn't even my fault AT ALL. And then my bf promises him we'll finish the show. Luckily I'm still all glammed up and exactly like the customer wanted from before so my bf goes along with it and suddenly we're fucking on the couch with 3-4 people watching us and I'm still CRYING and it felt awful. I wanted to scream at somebody for help and I knew I couldn't so instead everybody just watched me get fucked when I wanted to call for help. It's been almost 2 weeks but I can't get the look in his eyes out of my head from when he punched that door. It scarred me so bad, and then what he did after I felt so violated and scarred...And I know this is heavy shit and I'm sorry but I need to tell someone about it. I'm so ashamed. 5 years ago I divorced my abusive husband and yet somehow I managed to get myself into this situation again. I told my Mom a little bit and she wants me home NOW but my license is suspended. Luckily he works graveyard full time so I'm trying to cam while he's at work. I'm applying through Boleyn Models in the hopes that that will help me get into an apartment when I need too. As soon as I am approved I need to get camming to pay off my ticket and GET OUT. I just feel so embarrassed and frustrated and trapped...I'm sorry to vent to you girls I just needed to get this off my chest. Thank you for reading.

I'm really sorry you had to experience something like that especially after getting yourself out of a previously abusive situation. You need to get away from this guy ASAP. He's shown his true colors to you when he was possessive about you camming alone and now he's shown his ass with this recent blow up. RUN. Get away as FAST as you can and don't look back. If you have family, friends SOMEONE you can go stay with I would and maybe consider working a vanilla job (if you can't work online around who you're staying with). Your safety and emotional well-being should be number one especially to you hun.


Honestly, you need to break up with this guy as soon as you can, cut all ties and start afresh on your own or with someone else. His possessiveness sounds so creepy, I've had similar with an ex partner of mine so I know how you feel. Isn't there any way you can go sooner rather than later and stay at your mum's place until the apartment gets sorted, even if by the train or getting someone to take you or holding your belongings for a while? Be careful and look out for number 1 (you!) x
Im so sorry you went through that.Please leave asap, dont stay any longer as you never know when he will do it next, all abusers have a cycle they go through and it wont be long before another incident happens, you need to get out and get safe away from him. Im so sorry for all he put you through. Leave asap but please be safe while doing it, it will be extremely hard but you will be much better without that in your life.Maybe your mom can help you pay your ticket off or buy you a plane ticket if shes far away and just leave. Material things can be replaced your life cant..no man is worth this. Im glad you have family to help you. I wish i could give you a hug.





This guy asked if I would do a private show standing nude in front of my window.
Sure, no problem...the only ones who could possibly see me out here in the country are the chickens and the ducks. Oh and maybe some cows too. Lol!![]()
Two odd ones in the last week:
1) Tampon play. Some guy took me to exclusive and had me steal one of my roommates tampons and pads. He requested that I put the tampon in my ass and the pad in my panties and bend over for 15 or 20 minutes while saying odd lines he gave me about pregnancy. My roommate didn't mind when I told her. We actually died laughing about it. But I guess this is a thing for people who fetishize trans women (?).
2) Hiccuping. Some guy had a fetish for trans women and a huge crush on his childhood baby sitter. Evidently I looked a lot like her. He just had me hiccup a lot and act sheepish about it. No nudity; nothing like that at all. Just hiccups.





I agree. I am not sure that you have the time to cam on the side now until you get enough to leave.
Your life IS in danger.
The point where a woman leaves an abuser is where she will often be critically hurt or killed. Don't let him know you are planning to leave -- can you have family help you grab what things you can get out of there and leave one day while he is gone?
A guy I was pen pals with back in the 1990s and whom I met a few times has now found me on Cam. He came into my room and said "are you who I think you are?" I said "I dunno, maybe I am and maybe I'm not" He said "does your name start with an S?" I just froze and then he got a show with me. I had no problem flaunting myself for him. I felt very powerful and proud. I know he's married, and find it funny that he uses a cam site....but I am also not surprised. He's always been a big fan of girls in general....we bonded over girl bands in the 90s, and I know he loves the suicide girls... I just hope he remains respectful of me. I really don't care if he outs me.....I'm proud to be a sexy cam girl!





I don't show my entire face on cam, so naturally it's one of the requests I get when guys are in paid chat.
When I politely say no, all I get is "PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!
So for the past 2 days I say I can't because I'm in the Witness Protection Program.
Every customer quickly logs off. lol!
Maybe THEY'RE the ones who are in the program, and get freaked out.c152775059b14129759ac2b66c355dec.jpg


Today during my public cum show xD giant fly was flying around me, I think it was attracted by coconut oil I had on myself hahaha I was like oh maaaan but it went away, I earned nice cash during show so that situation is very funny for me now

A guy has come in every day this week to watch me pick my nose in exclusive. Oddly enough it feels more perverted to me than getting naked.
Haha you made me laugh, some of the requests i just dont get how it can make them hard but to each their own, i had one guy who liked to see my hairs on my body he wanted me to just lay there and put cam on it close up and just stared for a bit but i was thinking to myself how can he stroke to that lol.. but easy money so i went with it.






A guy I have had a session with before, told me he'd like to c2c with me to show me something new he discovered that gets him hard.
Hmm, Glam is intrigued.
When he turned on his cam, he was sitting there with the cord from his headphones wrapped around his dick, and was pulling on the cord.
He never shows his face, but this time he raised the cam to reveal a white mask he was wearing.
Such an odd and funny sight to see a guy jerking off with a cord and a mask.
I kinda dug it.
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Last edited by Glamourmilf; 07-08-2016 at 09:25 AM.
Raised my rates, coz I got angry on a "quite night".
Seems like it works well.
Last edited by LoraDoll; 07-08-2016 at 11:56 PM.


I have a customer who arranges his cam so only the top third of his head is showing.
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It always makes me think of this.





A guy tipped to see my ass..naked.
When I told him I don't do nudity in free chat, he took me private, and stayed long enough to rate me a '2'.
Go fuck yourself dude!
Happy Monday to me.![]()
What a complete dick sorry to hear glam.







I had a guy in private asked if I had a cucumber, I didn't so we had to forgo the salad. But then he asked if I had a pan?!!!! Sauce or frying I asked, sauce. Off I went to the kitchen to fetch one. I didn't use it as he wished but it took me a little while to fetch it so that was good. It was an interesting session any way.


Hi Cat, *waves back*. Thank you for the welcome, I'm here because of you. You helped me a lot on the other forum. I would have hated to insert that pan handle, it has a open end handle, not something I was prepared to do. But the time taken to go and get it come back with it added up.
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