(pics at bottom. tl;dr help me figure out my body goals and what stripper persona would suit my body/style/face/age which is nineteen. thank you
Hey there! Sooooo I recently got hired at a club in my area, I'm not sure if it would be considered a dive or not...it's called Barbarella's in Ottawa.
I didn't audition or anything, we just spoke briefly and he told me to come in whenever and work, that I would be allowed to skip stage for a few work shifts until I got more comfortable.
Anyways, a regular patron of the club that I went with said I was pretty enough to work there but that I would need to drop about 10lbs to successfully compete with the other girls. I know he is right, and I've been trying hard to lose weight but it's really not coming off fast enough. I've been working out for 3 months and have lost 4-5 lbs max, although gained a little little bit of muscle. I'm 5'4" and 134-133 lbs. I am trying to up my workouts from 3 days a week to 5, and will eventually do a juice cleanse before I begin working to see if that'll shed some weight.
Also...I don't know what my look should be...In the real world I am told I am hot or beautiful (Im not very confident though....have struggled a lot with my appearance and with my face, I have been diagnosed with body dysmorphic disorder), but I have been told by previous managers in the sex industry that I am "not gorgeous, only cute" and I would agree with that. I think I am average-ish plain in the face but I have a baby face that I could use to my advantage. I am very young, 19, and I look very young...I smile a lot and laugh a lot (my natural reaction to everything lol, when i feel awkward i just giggle) and have deep dimples from cheek piercings I took out, and my face is very cherub-y when I smile.
So what I'm wondering is...should I capitalize on my innocent look and youthfulness by dressing up like a schoolgirl or something a lot, or wearing cutesy clothes, or should I glam it up and try to look a bit more sophisticated and put together? I am heavily tattooed so I considered looking more glam and put-together, like red+black fancy lingerie with thigh highs and garters and 7 inch heels of course.
Anyways! Here are my photos, I've attached body pics (topless too, hope that doesn't bother anyone??) and face pics.
ps I no longer have the extensions. I got my hair cut so the short hair pic is what my hair looks like now. But when I have some $$ Im thinking buying some extensions to wear for work.
The black thing around my neck in the body pics is my shirt haha...I just pulled it up.
Sorry for the MASSIVE photo dump!!
Thank you so much for your time!
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