
Originally Posted by
valdee
Hi ladies! Thanks for all the amazing info first of all. I've been lurking for weeks and finally decided to take the plunge and try camming. I've been on SM for less than a week now and so far it's mostly good. I'm wondering if it's normal to have conflicting feelings about camming. When it comes down to it, I have zero issues with being naked on the internet and having men jerk it to me. Not one fuck given. I just hope my family never sees it.
However, I have the sweetest, most supportive boyfriend (he brought me flowers after my first evening on cam!!) but he doesn't want to know the details. I dislike the one-on-one vibe I get from SM, however I do c2c because at least I know what the hell is going on on the other end and that I'm not just having some jerk direct a porno he can upload to a tube site immediately after. (Ever have a private where the guy is seemingly typing way too much to be masturbating at the same time? "Yes, just like that. Show me your eyes, look into the camera, now turn around and look at me, good, spread your ass, good..." )
I'm hoping that when gold shows are enabled it will be less personal and feel less questionable to me.
Is there a different cam site I should consider? Mfc good in the sense that they have group shows.
Is this a common feeling for new cam girls in relationships? I'd honestly never forgive myself if I hurt him by this, though he assures me he is okay with me doing this for work.
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