Okay..For some reason when I start making a lot more $, I also become a lot more anxious about spending it. I've been holding onto my money with an iron fist. I have an unfinished tattoo that I really want to complete, but I don't want to spend money on it. There's a camera I've been wanting for over a year. I could totally afford it now, but I don't want to spend the money. All our bills and basic needs are paid for and we're fine. I have this huge stack of cash I've collected over the last 3 weeks dancing and I can't bring myself to spend any of it. I know I need some new outfits and I *really* need new stripper shoes as well but I'm McScrooge over here about my money. Anyone else have this problem? I think I'm creating a scarcity mindset for myself. I don't know how to stop being anxious and just allow myself to spend my money on things I want/need.



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Camera? Nope. I don't think so. You've gone a year without a camera that you really, really want. You can wait on that for a few more weeks. Plus, holiday deals on electronics will be coming up in mid October. 
Now I'm thinking I'm going to wait until right before my vacation to get my tattoo done. I'm going to visit family at the end of the month and taking a week off. It should be healed up enough by the time I get back. Thanks!!
I do want to go to Hong Kong for Christmas vacation and move to a cute house next year and get a dog. I'd rather spend money on those things.


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