Is there a thread about this yet? No? Okay. I think I'm addicted to stripping. I used to have hobbies and other interests and stuff...but now working is *all* I think about and all I want to do. If I'm not at work, I'm thinking about work, or I'm on SW, or I'm looking at outfits to wear for work. I can't stand spending $30 on some new jeans but I'll drop $100 on new dancer shoes and think nothing of it. Whenever I get bored at home, I want to go to work, or go shopping for work outfits or make up. I wasn't scheduled yesterday, and I hate Fridays at my club, but there wasn't much to do around the house and I had this strong urge to go to the club....The only reason I didn't is because my mother in law was all excited that I'm not working this weekend since we have family stuff going on. I didn't want to disappoint her so I sat around the house and thought about how much $ I could have made. haha! Do you guys think this is a bad thing? I don't remember being so obsessed with stripping the last time I danced full time...but then I was dancing out of desperation, not really because I wanted to. Now it feels like a game....Trying different things to see if I make more $..How much can I improve my "product"?...How much $ can I make in one night/one week? The money is like the score on a video game. I'm not even spending much of it. I have about $2k in cash (last time I counted) that just sits there. Am I crazy?



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