Hmm where do I start....
I was doing great! I was renting a room, had a decent job and school was my main worry!
Then I quit that job and relied on school money. The reason I quit that decent job was because I knew a regular part time job wasn't for me, and the feeling has never left.
Almost a year later I had to move back with my parents and boy does it SUCK!! I've had issues with my family that I don't want to write a long story about but i guess the main reason for this thread is that I need help. I'm in school right now and I am working at a part time job(retail). I'm not where I want to be at all. I want my own things such as: car, place to live, food to eat or whatever else. I cant just get a regular job because there isn't anyone helping me. I find that all of my peers who have retail jobs with apartments and $5,000 cars receive help from family. Which in my situation, it isn't possible.
The reason I am on SW is because I want somebody who has the same/similar situation I am in. What I am wondering is when do you finally decide to do something that is right but feels so wrong to think about it? I've been wanting to walk into a strip-club and do what I need to do, but I guess I cant find the confidence?
When did you decide that it was time to make a living for yourself? and not question your instincts anymore?



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