I can't help but feel wronged. I already did before camming, but now that I do cam I resent my past jobs.
They were always filled with unhappy, dramatic people who would treat me differently because I was transgender. I noticed people treated me like a "caricature" of a woman / gay man (then before I was on hormones or dressing full time) rather than just like a human being.
I had a job at sally's beauty supply in my area. It doesn't sound like the best job in the world but honestly I was very into it and I loved selling things to people and learning about the new products we always had coming in. I used to win sales competitions for my area all the time because I was so good at selling things to people and because I knew what I was talking about. But my manager just HATED me and I to this day will never understand why. She always was dismissive, sarcastic, rude, complained about me to me, talked crap behind my back, and eventually no matter what I did I ended losing my job just because she didn't like me.
I remember getting fired and going into such a deep depression. I couldn't find a job, or transition with hormones because of that, for almost 3 years.
Now I look back at it and its almost a joke, I was dealing with all of this stress every day just to make like $350 every 2 weeks!! I now almost make that in 4 hours!
Does anyone else resent their old jobs because of situations like this?
I know this thread is hard to follow, it was a little bit of emotional purge / vent as well as wanting to hear how others feel about this.



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