Plenty of whining and cussing. Be prepared.
I'm on felony probation. I understand that a lot of you may have just formed a pretty strong opinion about me based off that simple statement and I understand that. I wont go in to detail but I will say it is a situation where I was in the wrong place at the wrong time. I personally did not commit a crime, I just so happen to fucking exist when the crime was committed so I got brought down along with the person who actually committed the crime. Believe that or don't, it's not the point- no matter the circumstance, I am now a convicted felon and I'm on probation. My felony is 98% of the reason I became a camgirl, I can't find work for any more than $7.50 an hour and to get that petty $0.25 raise from minimum wage was harder than convincing a Republican that Obama is perfect. (I don't hate Obama NOR Republicans..) I found that camming made "easy" money for me. By "easy" I mean more than minimum wage so I'm thrilled to do whatever it takes. My Probation Officer found out what I do. I have no idea how or why but she now knows. Today she proceeded to lecture me about how the work I'm in may not be illegal but she will find a way to bring me down for it. She told me over and over again that I am going to get offers to meet up (be a fucking prostitute!) and that I WILL one day accept the offer. When I do, she will make sure I go to prison. She told me what I do is disgusting and asked me how I would feel if my daughters chose this line of work. I'm furious. I understand that some women escort, cool, whatever, that's their business. I'm not judging them if that's what they choose to do. However I'd like to make it very clear that I do not and will not ever fucking do that. It's just not for me. She reiterated several times that she is monitoring my Facebook and she "will know" when I decide to 'take it to the next level' and she will not hesitate to throw my ass in prison. First of all, my crime is not a sex crime and is in no way related to sex so therefore my Facebook is irrelevant to my terms of release. (Sex offenders do have rules regarding social media and the internet in my state. I'm not a SO though!) I'm angry, I'm hurt, I feel violated. I just need to vent I guess. How dare she judge me and furthermore make it her personal fucking goal to lock me up for doing something LEGAL! I want to scream. What will I do in retaliation? I'm going to find out how much fucking money this dumb fucking cunt makes and I will make it my personal goal to make more than that. I don't care if I only make $1 more per year, dammit I will make more than her. I don't know what else to do. I have no ides how else to "get back" at her for humiliating me and making me feel stupid today. I know that I shouldn't feel like I need some sort of vengeance, I should be an adult and brush it off but I just can't. I feel the need to prove that my job is not only a viable source of income but also NOT a gateway to prostitution and other illegal activities. I don't know what I'm posting this for, I guess because I don't have people IRL to vent to that would understand. Thanks for taking the time to read my rant, even if you don't respond I still feel a little better.



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I know my post makes it seem like not camming gets you a lot of money from the government, while camming means you pay a lot of money to the government. That may be mathematically true, but the life where you pay a ton of income taxes (because you had a ton of income) is definitely the way to go!
also be careful what you post here, and you could block your state on ur cam site




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