On Saturday my mom was admitted to the hospital because she was having trouble breathing. They've so far found a spot on her lung and her blood cell count is dangerously low and they're suspecting leukaemia. Needless to say....I'm an emotional wreck and unfortunately I don't have the money to take time off and go visit her. I need to work. I tried today and had to log off every ten minutes because I'd start crying. Then when I'd finally stop....my eyes were all red and puffy and my face was pale, so I had to wait even longer before I could go back on.
I made next to nothing today because of that. My question is how can I put my game face on and make money? In other jobs, I didn't work directly with the public, so no one could see if I was upset but with camming....it's my face and attitude that sell me.
Any tips on how I can pull my shit together would be appreciated. If I can make decent money between now and the end of the month, I can probably afford to go see her.



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