Its midnight. I'm back on. Sigh. Page 5... lets see how long I can hold out for.




Its midnight. I'm back on. Sigh. Page 5... lets see how long I can hold out for.



Well I am probably crazy for trying this but I havent cammed in months and I am burnt out from being in the club so I figure I can experiment this week with staying the fuck on.
My plan is to be online whenever I'm not physically at work in the club, I'm giving myself 7 days to make a few hundred dollars so I'm not overwhelmed.
Starting...now! Starting off with a 4 hour shift until tomorrow night, build up from there.
My vibration is high let's see if I can maintain it on my first night back.




Stay the fuck on is working. I almost signed out after three hours and $7 dollars. Then a couple guys came in, one was super talkative and actually was being sincere so we started chatting. Ladies careful of kicking the guys who are lurking. He had been sitting in the background silent for a good 20 mins and I literally had my finger on the kick button out of annoyance when he then tossed me $5 bucks. So I pretended I had a tip vibe go off and that is when he got talkative. He said he loves to watch women squirm. Bam another $30 gold so I squirmed some more. Then we started talking about BDSM. About another 20 mins go by and I'm chatting it up with these two and then the tipper guy says has to go but not without tossing me another $50 gold. I would have missed out on that had I given up like I usually do!





YES!! ^^ exactly this. i know some girls might have a crab up their ass about faking it for $1 tips but 70% of the time they just want to "test" if your vibe is in and your reaction could turn that guy into a regular tipper, or at the very least a decent tipper. OR a whale will silently watch you react to other guys and just change your life with his tip before leaving. I have only ever gotten big tips once I was already putting on a show over smaller tips. So keep those fake moans up!! lol
MY REACTION TO 99% OF FREE CHAT





hit my low goal but i'm staying tf on for another 2.5 hours and making more!





Sha




OMG OMG OMG!!!!! STAY THE FUCK ON IS FINALLY WORKING FOR ME!!!!! I posted last night about staying on and not giving up and some random lurker tossed $85 gold at me. Then just now, I've been sitting in a dead room for 3.5 hours and some random dude just came in, tossed gold at me numerous times, watched me squirm and left.....
I want to cry I'm so happy. I've been fighting so hard to stay on. I've been fighting so hard to be seen. I pray this is the start of something good and the universe telling me I'm going to be okay. I made the right job choice cause of my health, I need this! I need to work from home! I need to stay the fuck on!!!!
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^^Hot MF damn!!! That just gave me all kinds of good energy.
I'm at 4 hrs 45 min streamed and I'm losing steam. Already meditated once and took a 30 min break. I wanna log off, but I gotta STFO LOL.
Have to say I'm grateful I've even made anything today. Tuesdays are usually real bad for me, but I've already made 66% of high goal. Yesterday was bad: 6.5 hrs and only 42% of high goal.
I'm trying to stay positive![]()
Sha





I came back to this thread & am took yall's adviceI made myself available after I logged off cam for another 2 hours & I made todays goal yay
I also experimented with something I read on here & that worked too which made me laugh. It was crickets & ppl popping in & out so finally to the one creep I started talking shit to him about how he was a useless lurker & a timewaster then he took me exclusive LOL but only for a few mins nothing amazing. Just funny how that worked out.
"Alot of people are afraid to say what they want, that's why they don't get what they want"~ Madonna
"Respect is a dying art"
"Philosophy is the talk on a cereal box"


Your doing great meditating for a year and curing your asthma that's amazing. The only advice I would say is consistency. I'm going to try to be more consistent with that Breaking the habit book and continue to read it and implement what he's saying. I'm going to try to not let camming trigger me as much. That's going to be hard but I know that reacting is only going to create the same experience.



2 hours left on this 8 hour shift and dear lord is it slow. HALP.





4 hrs in and sitting at 53% of high goal. Man, I'm really losing steam. I've taken a break to meditate and to eat plus take a short walk. I have 2 more hrs. My vibe is up and I'm hoping a reg comes in and saves the GD day.
MUST. STAY. ON!!!
Sha





OK, I gotta turn this shit around. Sales have been bad my last 3 shifts. In an attempt to make things up I'm logging in an hr earlier then streaming for 8 hrs today. I got 10 hrs rest last night and fell asleep to positive affirmations of self-confidence, health, wealth, and abundance...so I feel positive.
Since anger has plagued me for 4 weeks, my plan of breaking every hr to meditate is still in effect. Yesterday I saw a glimmer of hope as I was chill and anger wasn't out of control so I made low goal. I think the only reason I made low goal was because I didn't get livid or furious and I took plenty of breaks which made me more desirable.
Finishing up my second cup of coffee then I'll shower and GTFO.
Intentions are to keep vibe up, eat clean, and drink a total of 80 oz water plus smile. I think I can do this.
Please send your good vibes. I need them. TIA <3
Sha
I need to get in on this thread too. I logged off NF around 3:15am, intending to go to sleep. Well here I am at 6:15am, after scrolling my life away on SW and FB. I should've just stayed on...





This is my 5th 6 hr shift this week. I cannot give up. I am no MF quitter, and although I feel like throwing in the towel...I'm gonna complete this week like I planned so if it continues like shit at least I know it isn't because I gave up.
1.5 hrs streamed. $0. Meditated. Can do this.
MUST. STAY. ON.
Sha
Lets do this MissShasha,
I streamed around 5 hours today and made 8$. This is a joke. I'm trying for one more hour, then will do my chores, study a bit, relax and call it a day.





^^Well fucking done!!! You are putting in effort and it will not go unnoticed. When we do what we can we cannot fail. You go girl! You have the right stuff and it's just a tough shift. I'm running into a tough week. IT WILL GET BETTER!
I'm here girl sending you good vibes. I'm about to meditate again. We gonna get through this together <3
Sha





2.5 hrs. 35% of high goal. Going to meditate. I AM NOT giving up. I WILL see this shift through and with a GD smile.
Sha





Sha




I need to make $750 until this week cuts off. May lord help me! I got no patience and I want to be done with it tonight, so I can finally sleep tomorrow.
STAY THE FUCK ON AND TAKE THAT MONEY!





I want to go to bed but I got a late start (again) so I'm keeping my ass on for another 2 hours

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