^^Hahahaaa lemme do this shit LOL.





^^Hahahaaa lemme do this shit LOL.
Sha





I'm going to try this camathon situation again tomorrow. I did 9 hours of streaming today and am truly ready to shower and go to bed.
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Ended up doing 7 hours yesterday. Goal is to do 10 hours today. :]




Took a long ass nap earlier today. So far I am on 2 hours and $4.50, took a dinner break and I am back on for as long as my energy can hold out.





My power has gone out and come back on 5 times in 2 hours but it seems to have calmed down a bit. so I'm going to finish getting ready and try this morning shift.





Hopping back on for a 5 hr shift. Gonna STFO & exceed goals!
Sha





I tried all the LOA voodoo I could think of and I just don't want to do this shit.





I hear that all the way over here. On Sunday I forced 3.5 hrs with all kinds of LOA action and just couldn't.
Do you have to? If you have to then get to tapping. If you don't have to: fuck the BS and take a self care day.
Either way sending you good vibes.
Sha
Me too. I tried this morning for 3 hours and I just couldn't. So I took a 4 hours break, did my workout, went outside and took some air and now I am ready to push for another 5 hours. Sometimes you just have to let it go and not force yourself, especially when you don't have that belief and positive vibes within yourself. I have days when I can stream for 13 hours and even if I make $15, I still go to sleep positive and ready to push again till I eventually have a $500 day. But sometimes I just can't and don't want to be positive, no matter how hard I try. That's when I prefer to take a few hours break and try later, even if it's outside my normal schedule.
We are humans.





^^Good call. I just may follow your lead here soon. I'm coming up on 2 hrs and nothing really and I don't have to either.
If I stay on and push, I might hit a wall and be off for a week. Listening to our bodies is good like Cutie said. We are no good run down.
xoxo
Sha





Ooohhh this bitch is a glutton for punishment LOL.
3.5 hrs and $28 JESUS it's deader than a 50 year old corpse. Fuck, I think my pussy has cobwebs currently. Damn LMAO.
Gonna hold out til my mood dips. I feel ok currently.
Sha





Mood is good, but sales are trash. I made most of my money at midnight/early AM: $269 for 5 hrs
This afternoon: $57 for 5 hrs
Jesus, it's a good thing I got on at midnight LOL. But for a total of 10 hrs $326 isn't bad at all. So STFO worked!!!
Ready to retire, have yummy food, and watch some stand up comedy.
Good vibes ladies. May the force be with you.
Sha




This is me embracing the suck- 102 minutes online $6.17 earned.





^^You're STFO & it's admirable. Keep hangin.
Sha

Same...its so so bad. We're all in this together![]()




Thank you for the encouragement and thank you for sharing your self care (without it I am not sure I would have lasted this long lol) I know during contest time that it's one of the toughest times to put hours in.
One of the habits I am working on building is consistency and persistence-in the past I gave up to easily. Currently I am about 3 hours from putting in 30 hours this week ( that is my minimum hour goal for the week.) After I finish my morning routine, I am hopping online for a couple hours and then working tonight.





^^Damn girl!!! Well fucking done! 30 hrs is a LOT to stream. Hell, I do it often, but it ain't EVER easy. Yeah, you got this shit. You just gave me all kinds of good energy.
Sha



I've only been online for about a half hour but I keep getting guys like this. Brb need to cleanse my soul.
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STFO because broke is not a good look on me![]()
Cammed a couple of hours this afternoon. Talked the building manager to make arrangements to pay the rent late. Ate lunch, took a nap, coffee, cleaned most of my apartment, refreshed make up and a session of EFT. Now I am back on.


Friday and Saturday ...soul destroying. Teeny tiny $$$ painfully slow traffic. Practiced DISCIPLINE and logged back in today: made bank in just under 2 hours with a really sweet new custie. Gonna be back on there tomorrow.








Havent made my high goal in WEEKS. Ive been lucky if i make my low goal in a day, and my low goals only $100 lol. Todays been awesome though so far....im $40 to high goal and im gonna stfo til i get it....gotta get that $ while its still good, cause the rest of the week may suck....today feels like a 'normal' camming day should feel. Easy, plenty of shows, and money. Plus the guys have been super nice today. Kinda wondering where the fuck all the traffic has been coming from on SM today tho....where have these dudes been the past few months lol?
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