Yesterday I couldn't stfo. It's was extremely slow for a saturday night and I logged in late, so it was an overall feeling of fail. I only resisted for like 4 hours or so...
Nevermind, today is a new day.
Yesterday I couldn't stfo. It's was extremely slow for a saturday night and I logged in late, so it was an overall feeling of fail. I only resisted for like 4 hours or so...
Nevermind, today is a new day.




I failed at STFO this weekend too, but I blame aunt flo, idk whats up with this one but it has me RAGING and dying in pain (this is the end!) and lazy AF and general feelings of 'I dont wanna'. I did manage doing 2 8hr days over Sat/sun even though I didnt want to do I guess thats alright? lol.








^^^ I made .40 cent my first hour! twins! almost, haha. my second hour isnt looking good either ;O
Kinda difficult to stay the fuck on today. It's really slow. Then I have to remind myself it's monday, most people are coming back to work after holidays...
I am taking 30 min breaks to play on console, every 2 hours) To stay sane
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Thankfully, I am off tomorow.





I thought yesterday was bad on Sm until I logged on todayI stayed on though and made goal - dont give up!





Today is going to be amazing on SM and INDY - I am willing it into EXISTENCE!!!! Whales will find me and goals will be met!





Oh LAWD, it's so hard to STFO when it's just deadsville in my room. 2.5 hrs and two shows plus some tips. $59 isn't bad...but it could be better.
I think what's fuckin me up is Monday in two hours I made over $200. Camming rollercoaster for real LOL.
Damn, must stay on...MUST STAY ON!!!
Sha
I need to stfo tonight. I've not been able to stand being on for more than 30 mins at a time today because of annoying freeloaders. I need to stay on consistently instead of logging out every hour after 30 minutes.





I was sharing recipes last night to keep from logging off - ughhh
I have been off for almost 2 days... decided to hop on cam and, despite being rested, i won't do more than a 4 hours shift and will go to sleep at my regular hour. And that's because I am hungry af thanks to the intermittent fasting and I really prefer to sleep than stay awake and cope with that.




Just remember its hard juggling all the new things. Don't stress about hitting BOTH goals but rather finding a balance between all the new things you plan on doing and it will all come together eventually. Baby steps = huge rewards and getting where you want to be in the end. Do NOT overwhelm yourself with too much at once! Its hard! Eventually when you get the hang of fasting (and being a healthier you!) then you can work on working those long days/hours again.I know when Im online and its slow and im irritated and hungry its HARD to stay online. Youre doing great!
You're so right!!! When it's slow, I only think about food, about eating. It's hard but I am drinking lots of warm tea that helps me cope with the hunger. I was having a huge collection of tea and I was looking to try some new flavors, but then I was thinking that I wanna finish what I have first. Oh well, soon I can buy those new flavors)))





Sha
I had some time off, actually, a couple days ago. I wanna learn skiing this year and I will have a 1 week vacation in february. Learning to ski is expensive (paying accomodation for a week, buying equipment or renting, buying skiing outfit to not freeze, paying the lessons, all x2, because my bf wants to learn too). So yeah, I will work all the month)) In february I am doing the brows microblading retouch as well, another expense and 2 days off
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Okaaaaasy. So I gave up last night and will be trying again tonight to hit 10 hours!! Trying to collectively hit 40 hours this week, so I need to stay on!



2 hours in and it’s rough tonight. One show and some rude idiots. I’m still STFO! 8 hours to go.



Just did a 40 minute show after 3 hours in! Taking a quick smoke break then getting back online. STFO works!!




NF saved my butt with a semi regular. I hit low goal so I'm going to go shower and turn my PSO lines back on. I'm done camming for the night. SM can go to hell.




STFO until 2 am or longer because I want to treat myself tomorrow to a mani and pedi





gotta get my hours in early this morning then back on later tonight - good luck today ladies




You could always set up mini rewards for yourself to motivate yourself, I do this often, like if I work xx hrs and hit xx amt then I can buy myself something I've been wanting.
I don't really spend a lot of money on myself often and typically hold off on buying things, but I like to set up goals and work hard to get them so I can buy myself extra things I want but not necessarily need. Just an idea!![]()




Reached my goal last night between SM and TTM. I am treating myself today
Haven't had a salon pedicure since last spring- and it always makes feel a brand new when I get my feet done.
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