OMFG 30 min and I'm ready to bail lolollll. FUCK, I NEED to STFO. Where have my powers gone? I just can't seem to handle the fuckery. SHIT...HELP
SOS...911...HELP!!!





OMFG 30 min and I'm ready to bail lolollll. FUCK, I NEED to STFO. Where have my powers gone? I just can't seem to handle the fuckery. SHIT...HELP
SOS...911...HELP!!!
Sha





This is my homework this week maybe you will benefit. Stay positive sha sha
Whenever you find yourself in a contracted state, just ask this question: “Wouldn’t it be nice if__________?” Then let your mind bring you the solutions. “Wouldn’t it be nice if a customer did a block session with me.
Write the 10 things you appreciate most about yourself and your life. Let yourself ponder and feel each one for a minimum of 15 seconds before moving on to the next.
1. Having a source of income that I have control over
2. I literally can make an unlimited about of money
3. Findom customers
4. The baddass ladies I work with
5. I can choose my schedule
6. I can take a break anytime
7. Guys that get block shows
8. The one time I got tipped over $250 for doing nothing in free chat
9. Being a milf
10. The fact I still look good enough to do this and make money...lol
If I ever meet someone that thinks camming is easy money. No it’s not. It’s mental Olympics trying to get money from these dudes. Being a cam model and running your own business, it’s just as hard if not harder than being professional athlete and vanilla business owner.
Last edited by moneybags; 06-02-2021 at 06:23 PM.
Focus more on what you want than on what you don’t want




Trying to stfo here but am falling asleep, lot of in and outs tonight, been lucky with a regular the first hour, 3 hours later just sitting pretty. Tried teasing, sitting, nothing works. Hope I can stfo for 3 hours more.
Update=nah, going to bed.
Last edited by DeliveryLadyx; 06-02-2021 at 06:54 PM.





It's kinda hard to STFO when in an hour I haven't even had one "hello". Ready to just say fuck this contest to hell already. Jesus Christ!!!
UPDATE:
Logging the fuck off at 2 hrs. Still not one "hello". This is absolutely fucking horrible.
UPDATE:
Back on from 4:30-6:30pm CST unless it's so dead in an hour then I'm out.
UPDATE:
3 hrs total today and $1.05 ummm, yeah. Total waste of time. I'm gonna sit for 10 more min and if a whale or reg stops by great...otherwise I'll just try tomorrow.
I'm not going to kill myself for this reward. It's not even worth the frustration.
Best of luck ladies streaming. xoxo
Last edited by Miss_ShaSha; 06-03-2021 at 03:52 PM. Reason: update
Sha





^^^^looks like I haven’t missed much. I took some time off. I can’t cam with I’m tired. I’m a complete bitch if I haven’t slept. Time to get my day started and I’ll GTFO ASAP. I’m done stressing. My goal is to just finish this week out. I’ve abandoned my expectations.
Focus more on what you want than on what you don’t want
stfo'ing even though its dreadful![]()



Pff my room is a deadzone, I earned nothing in more than 1 hour. I started late today, I do 1 more hour, and then I rather go to sleep and come back tomorrow.




Stfo here, just began. Here I stay, 10 hours. I slept really well today, it was good for me to take the night off. Thursdays On Streamate are always a non earning day but never know.,. Good luck girls! :*
Update=really regretting that I taken 2 hours break because then it just gone downhill and is supposed to be peak time. Nevermind. Got medium goal and I will try to drift to sleep. Not having 10 hours lol. I will stop planning and just stay as much as I can. Currently at 29 hours. My rate per hour this week is almost half of what am making and is so mediocre. Am trying not to tire myself and be good for work after the contest finishes. Best ladies xx
Last edited by DeliveryLadyx; 06-03-2021 at 10:59 PM.
I am posting here on my day off to keep myself accountable tomorrow when I start my shift.
I set a “soft” goal of 40 hours this week. Probably not gonna happen but it’s chill. I am at 27 hours now. I will be happy with 35+ but know enough about myself to know I could push for more if things go well.
My hourly took a tough break during my weekday shifts but definitely not useless or in the toilet. Allowed me to try different looks and things like this gd accent lamp that I broke in a hour. I wouldn’t fuck around like that with my usual “no more then 25 hours fuck working” mindset.



Yesterday was a total nightmare for me. I sat 3 hours here for $0. I wanted to log out after 2 hours, but then I thought "what if it picks up, I have to give a chance to earn something, I cant log out with $0!" I had only in and out traffic, I even restarted the stream because I thought the problem was at my end.
No problem, Im here again, aim to do at least 6 hours today, I have no expectations, just want to make some $!





Yeah, yesterday I did 3 hrs for $1. Umm, quite the disappointment, but today is a new day.
Yesterday I had to restart stream several times as I had hardly anyone even in much less in and out haha.
I'm here with ya sister. 5 hrs today from 7:30-12:30pm CST. IF it's really bad I'll log off and try later hours. Let's hope it's better than yesterday.
Sha





Trying to STFO but it's been and hour and I'm at $0. There is hardly any traffic. Zero regs since Mon. This is brutal AF.
UPDATE:
2 hrs $0 logged off.
I'm out this week. Best ladies.
Last edited by Miss_ShaSha; 06-04-2021 at 09:07 AM.
Sha




I’ve got just under 6 hours to cam to hit the 25 hours bonus because I took Tuesday and Wednesday off. I’m not getting much of a bonus because this week is awful, but I’m getting one. I’m horrible about putting in enough hours on cam and I want to make more money so that’s the only way to do it. I’m proud of myself for sticking it out this week of all weeks. If I can sit online this week, I can certainly sit online during a mediocre or good week. Good thing about staying the fuck on though: I made $26 on Streamate last night but got a nice custom video order on IWantClips because of it. I’d been planning to eventually make another video like a previous one I had, but this guy paid for the jeans to do that. Now I get the clip money, I can sell this clip for passive income, and can potentially sell the jeans later on as well.





I think I’m gonna try to hit my high goal, so I can get that extra bonus. Here goes nothing. Time to GTFO and STFO!
Focus more on what you want than on what you don’t want




I have 3 hours and is lame. I have no traffic, dunno why. Is very very slow. Dunno how long will I stay for. Good luck babes xxx
Update=did the minimum goal almost and I am off to bed, sat for hours with no traffic. Back today for 6 more hours. Best ladies xx
Last edited by DeliveryLadyx; 06-04-2021 at 09:44 PM.





I'm full of coffee plus well rested. Planning to stay on till at least 4 am, maybe later.
Still need ten more dang hours to reach the bonus but I'm feeling well, no migraine (which is a miracle, been getting them a lot) so I'm pressing on!
Well…5 hours knocked out so far, probably have at least 2 more hours in me tonight, then I will do a couple more before cutoff. I need to accept that I always work right before contest are over, no matter how much I hate it. I actually usually do better in the all week contests vs best of 3 days but I still prefer the best ofs. I feel like a hamster on the wheel in this kind, having to work everyday to keep rank staying with pretty much the same models? At least you can strategize more with the best ofs. I’m just frustrated with the beggars. Happy I have put the hours in.





Went to bed with my make up and woke up and logged on. Damn it. I didn’t come this far to only come this far. Gonna grab a healthy lunch and stay the fuck on till I get 25 hours.
Last edited by moneybags; 06-05-2021 at 10:51 AM.
Focus more on what you want than on what you don’t want





This is the longest shift in my life. Just staying in to get my bonus
I keep recalculating my pay with bonuses to motivate me...lol.
I did it! Good job ladies!
Last edited by moneybags; 06-05-2021 at 04:30 PM.
Focus more on what you want than on what you don’t want





yay! I was just coming here to post that too, got my hours in plus made a decent amount this week. First time i've been able to make a good amount during a contest (got lucky with some regulars plus made sure I slept well and had energy).
The bonus I'm getting isn't really that amazing but I pretty much used the contest as motivation to prove to myself I could get the hours in. Going to try to do it more often now!





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