







4 of the most painful hours in my life today for $80. Now it's pizza time.

im trying to stay the fuck on...and it is so difficult! =) camgod save me haha, but i will stay my hours no matter what.at least to have a good feeling from myself.we have to be strong !





I'll share something with you. I use a bullet journal to organise my life. If I'm good and do at least 4 hours in a day, I get a gold star. Lol

Did you create your bullet journal by yourself?Or you bought ? Some time ago i was trying to find,but most of journals were boring and unoriginal. It is great idea btw. I found similar system in app named "rabit" where you grow your plant,but results are not as fast - like when you put a gold star in journal and see satisfaction
immediately. Im trying to work with my head, ideas like this are helpful,thank you. 2 hours more till 6 hour shift....





I like to use an empty dotted journal and fill it myself. Works as a diary with things I need to do and appointments, also also have various lists, birthdays, work plans, christmas planning, when my bins get emptied etc etc..
3 gold stars this week and feeling good haha. I still enjoy them as much as I did when I was 7. I've done 14 hours this week so far, pretty good for me.

It look so cute Vlodina! i like your creativity..i will try to find some store with stickers, ideally it should have a form of green dollar lol!!





Why does the last hour always die????? I have 43 minutes left and I haven't done a pvt or exclu in like 30 minutes and so AGAIN, even though I was doing really good and was on track for a really good shift I'm probably going to end up doing below average. I'm giving it ten more minutes and if nothing happens I'm just cutting it down to a 3.5 hour shift since lately every time I stick it out it doesn't pay off.
ETA I did give it ten more minutes; $0. Which means it was like 40 minutes since my last pvt or exclu. So I did 3.5 hours and made $342 which I am still happy about, I just don't understand why I literally cannot seem to make money after 5pm for weeks now.
Those are really good amounts for just 3 hours! I usually work 10 hours for that)) I need to manifest like you, higher amounts to worth the stay hahahaha! (Ok, truth be told, lately I did make way more than that, but I wanna keep the streak, you know? to not be just a few real good days, I want this to be a normality lololol). I did read your post in the LOA thread and it was like a light bulb to me
))
When I read "omg it's been 30 min and no pvt" I am like "shiet, in 30 min i barely get to open my eyes, post on forum, catch up with messages, etc". I don't even feel the first 30 minutes on cam)) The problem of putting long hours is that 30 mins without activity is like 5 minutes to me lol. If it's more than 2 hours, I start to notice the slowness LOOOOOOOOL!!! Damn I need to set up my manifestation game to be busy every second of the shift.
Last edited by Cutie101; 12-08-2021 at 07:32 PM.
* Me, everytime a member has 100 requests in freechat, like he's at a 5 Stars All Inclusive Holiday Resort *
Ladies I did read your posts, I am not quoting you beceause it's a lot of, but I just wanna say I am proud of you! More or less progress, it's still progress and we take 1 more step into actually treating this job seriously, making serious money and eventually like what we dooo lololol)) And if golden starts work, then Golden Stars it is!!
I personally gonna reward myself with a pair of designer boots, if I reach my 200 hours this month haha!
New shift and I am also 1 hour earlier, wooooot! Me champ! Anyway, I noticed that if I take shorter breaks and only 1 big 30 min break, I can fit a 10 streamed hours in just a 11 hours window. Which is GREAT!. I tested this in the past days and yes, in 12,5 hours I manage to stream 10 hours and even get done with my workout! WOOOOOOOOOOOT!
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Well, yesterday just 5 hrs & $51. This week is a NO lolollll. Oh well. I'll just do what I can. Gonna try 4 hrs from 1-5am CST, gym, meditation, then 4 hrs from 8-12pm.
Just try my best. Here goes nothing...
Sha





My two hours last night were rubbish. But I got back on again this morning and was greeted with more of the same on SM. Then, I had a guy silently lurking in freechat. But I left him to it and I didn't get annoyed with him. He eventually went private, still said nothing, immediately dropped a $400 tip and left, without a word. He didn't even stay for a reaction or thanks. Nice.





Sha





I don't really have a goal today, was thinking 2-3 hours. My first hour was slow, I made $51 and I made most of that within the last 20 minutes of it. Second hour starting out slow too. Only like 27 more min to hit 2 hours, if it's still dead by then I think I will just peace out.





I've given myself 4 gold stars this week for staying on at least 4 hours lol
$355 today in a little over 4.5 hours. Good times.
Bet it's shit next week when it's 50% bonus week...





Well I ended up leaving after an hour and 45 minutes because I was too bored and I had a reg that wanted me to come back at night anyway, so I did come back tonight and ended up streaming for another hour and 15 minutes so I did hit a total of 3 hours. $253 total and mostly because of that regular because my earlier effort sucked. Tomorrow I aim for 4 hours earlier, I'm finally starting to wake up before my alarm.





Sha




I haven't been on long today, but it's deadsville. I'm try to be kind and patient with myself today, because tomorrow night starts the longest week that I've ever had. Double shifts, every day. Thank goodness I don't have a social life lol![]()
"I now exist everywhere and nowhere. In between the fabric of space, time, and streamate. Send help."- illuminaughty
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