Listening to & repeating positive affirmations while having my coffee. I will shower then GTFO.





Listening to & repeating positive affirmations while having my coffee. I will shower then GTFO.
Sha
"Achieving success is a challenge but so is struggling so you may as well choose success."










Today started off very strange. I just didn't feel like camming at all. I willed myself to start my morning routine and had my coffee and started listening to and repeating positive affirmations, but I did not want to cam. I must have laid in bed for a couple hours listening to those positive affirmations while debating a shower. Then I hopped in the shower and thought "just get on and make today a day where you just engage in a friendly way with customers."
And as soon as I logged on I got two long exclusives with foot guys who were such a pleasure to do shows with. I feel appreciated and sexy.
If I hadn't have GTFO I wouldn't have made a penny.
I'm going to log 8 hrs today and my intent is to just enjoy myself and engage in self care. I've already listened to an hour of binaural beats, eaten a super protein packed lunch, had 40 ounces of water, and had some peach detox tea.
Gonna STFO and just chill. No pressure. I'm going to be nice to myself and potential clients.
Sha




Gonna do this tomorrow. Today I am so tired I could die, eyes burning, etc. Insomnia sucks. BUT, tonight i am going to force myself into bed early and tomorrow my intent will be just positive interactions. I made low goal today, but it still sucked, however I did have fun and great show from a custie I have not seen since 2017....nice to see him back.





^^Girl, I was just on the STFO thread & read your gratitude post to Cutie & I which made my chest all warm. I am on an hour break & saw you posted here & took a look.
Right on meeting that goal on little sleep! I slept good last night to Anna Thompson the hypnotherapist. I'm going to use her again tonight. Keep me updated on how you sleep. I'm sending you good vibes.
Sha





Ive been up since 6.30 AM and feel dreadful today, still, Ive showered, having a coffee to perk me up and doing my makeup then gonna GTFO - I have a lot of time to stream today so hoping to kill it and get closer to the streaming bonus





^^Way to go getting on anyway. I know it's been tough for you. If you keep logging on you will def get a bonus. Sending you good vibes
I have to run to the bank & grocery store, but I'll be getting on. I logged 38 hrs last week & will try for 40 this week.
My ranking scores are all excellent except my ratings which is .16 from excellent. My intent today is to push ratings. Some guys love the show but don't rate. I'll be asking before all shows for a rating.
Sha










Getting on the whole damn week, staying on, too.
Believe In Your Brand




Slept amazing, time to GTFO and STFO. Get that $$$$$$$$$





Thanks! You know, with a lot of time to stream today you could really bump it up. A couple days like that an it'll improve quite a bit. How does tomorrow look for you?
Yessssss! Legit: you set out to do so and did. That must feel so good! How did you do it?
Sha










It's dead, but, I also was having audio probs!
I was using 930e, & getting weird feedback whine, echoing.
I was tweaking, looking up stuff.
TG I also have a 9000 & I'm now using that, it seems to be ok





The cutting out has stopped but now my audio and video are out of sync lol - SM is tearing my patience





Right on. I think, like many girls have stated, looking at the bigger picture (the month) really helps keep morale high. You've been pretty consistent despite not feeling well, which honestly...is admirable. Getting in as many hours a you can today will really help. I find after hitting a couple days logging 8 hours my ranking increases considerably.
Oh, I'm on page 1 of foot fetish and it's pretty damn slow. I'm grateful to have done 2 shows, but it's nothing to get excited about. Yesterday I had a lot of technical issues, but was able to make low goal by GTFO and STFO. Today things have gone smoothly. I'm keeping my fingers crossed that the issues skip me today.
Yeah, it's pretty slow on SM with this contest. While I'm on page 1 of foot fetish it's still very slow. I've been on the STFO thread so that I don't log off. I've been on for 2 hrs and need a 10 minute break, but I'm getting right back on. I know if I just STFO I can meet low goal.
Glad to hear the audio issues resolved using different equipment.
Sha





Almost done with my break. I've got 3 more hours to complete 8 hrs today. Oh LAWD, give me strength LOL. Gotta GTFO & STFO! I can do this!
Sha





6 hours into my 8 hour shift during a SM contest and I'm like "holy shit!!!" I'm not sure how much longer I can take the ins and outs and giving my sales pitch only to have the customer say "sure" then leave LOL.
This feels like some weird Nightmare on Elm Street movie. HELLLLP SOS haha SOS!!!
Must STFO!!!
Update: throwing the towel in. 7 hrs and my back is seizing up. Ending the day $5 away from low goal. Going to get some good sleep and try again tomorrow.
Plus: fun show with an awesome regular foot guy and two tips for "genuine" conversation. Perhaps those two guys who tipped will do a show in the future.
Last edited by Miss_ShaSha; 04-09-2019 at 04:18 PM. Reason: update
Sha
ShaSha, it s like u described my day, perfectly. All day long in my 8 hour shift, i got only in and outs, or very few "customers" who absolutely had no desire to do anything in my room but stare quietly. On the top of that, all my "stalkers" showed up - there is no bann on jasmin , only "mute" function but it s bugged now, so... u just see them all the time sitting in room no matter what. Like a nightmare. I really believed the whole "thing" is just trolling on me, nothing else could describe this shit.
Was a good thing I stayed on anyway, coz in the end, i got one long show, and that made me reach my "mid-goal". But i wanted to ask, what everyone is doing when room is just "dead"... not for an hour but for 8 or more hours. I try to play pc games sometimes, or just read, play on phone... but spend a day like this is just fucking... shitty. Logging off is not an option, need to stay on and make that money, coz i ll move to a new country soon, and i wanna save as much as i can.
And, i m pretty sure my day tomorrow ll be just the same. If not worse. Gotta find a way out of this... "hopeless and angry emotional shitstorm" somehow - since feeling that way, dont make anything better, anyway. :S



Dear lord of course I overlooked the contest. Camming has been my part time job outside of my vanilla so I overlook a lot of shit...unfortunately.
Dear fuck ghost town ghost town. But Its just my part time and I gave myself a very fucking achievable amount of hours to get in so I will at least stay on for what i have set.
I need to just STFO, but i dont even have in and outs, those are the hard nights to stick it out. Hopefully other peoples shift turned a better outcome then mine has so far.
I've been forcing myself to work camming like a real job. Get up a 4am, at the gym by 5am. Home to eat breakfast and shower by 6:45am. Out of the shower and done doing house stuff by 7:15am. Then I get ready and I'm online ready to rock all day by 8-8:30am. Then I work just like a normal job til 5-6pm.
It's a challenge but the results really do wonders.




Although I STFO for longer than I normally would have on a crap day yesterday, i still didnt make shit.....until I logged off. Seriously. Made $35 all day on cam and then about 5 minutes after I logged off, I received a $100 tip from my longest cam customer (he had said he was gonna months ago and never did, I just assumed he forgot) and since my low goal is only $100, I was pleased....although a little miffed that I did better OFF cam than I did ON cam all day.





Oh girl, it can be so hard! I usually do 2 hrs then take a 10 minute break; do 2 more hours the take an hour break; repeat til 8 hrs is done. But sometimes I take 10 min after every hour when it's dead.
I keep myself busy in a similar way: read. I also listen to binaural beats.
Oh the guys who loiter! I have two regs who do not spend anymore & it's so hard to smile & chat. I'm going to just ignore them after asking for a show from here on out. Those two have been draining me.
I don't block a lot. I usually just ignore, but that takes patience too.
Sha

Ok I’ve got f**k on after 2 months off...being off so long has been a mixture of motivation and getting wrapped up in helping other people with so much because you know, I don’t have a ‘proper’ job or so they think. Decided me time for the rest of the year. Got my binaural positive beats on...sprayed myself with my fav perfume to lift my mood and another 4 hours left!! Feeling goooood! Xoxo





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