I dated a narssistic man it has been 4.5 years since we have been together. He was also abusive. We share a child together he doesn't see his son every once in awhile he will send me emails. I have blocked him from other sources of communication as he likes to mix endearment with verbal abuse. He is a very twisted man but he saved me from a nasty relationship and I still have some soft spot for him almost as if when he emails me I feel bad and sad and it feela like he cares. I am currently with another man for 3 years I live with him and he is the one raising my child with me...he isn't good with words or showing his feelings the way my ex is and I have a way of always comparing the two..to my current bf I don't ever respond to my ex. I know this hurts my bf...idk why I do it..I have some sick idea of what love is supposed to be and because my current doesn't charm I feel as if he doesn't care...how do I change my perception and move on from my false ideas of what love really is.



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