...when its just not there? I understand that my camming may be suffering because I can't seem to get it together. At my highest weight five years ago (over 300 pounds), I decided to love every flaw, mark, and scar because they were part of my personal beauty. I fucking OWNED it! Without too much of a pity party, a lot happened to that girl who danced on a bar in the middle of a drag bar to "I Love Rock and Roll"! But, I conquered my demons and started the script of my life from the beginning. My new downtown loft needs work, but is still amazing (and paid off!) I found a new personal style and am rocking it flawlessly. I'm making decent money camming so far. Things are GREAT, but...
I'm far more self-conscious that I use to be and I'm having trouble faking confidence on cam. I feel like "Grotesque" is written across my forehead despite the compliments I get from the guys. I wouldn't post this here, but I want my camming to be the best it can be. So, until I feel like Elizabeth Taylor again, what can I do to boost my confidence on cam? What do you do on your blue days?



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