I havent been on here for so long.. but a lot has happened..
I dont know where to start really... not even sure what to say .. so many emotions going on. mainly just anger and depression
I thought maybe writing this all out and talking to you girls would help me out
so lets start...
One of my regs that ive known for quite sometime now.. has always helped me out and bought me gifts.. when i didnt work hed pay my whole daily goal. one month he gave me 8k.
sweet, life is good.. i felt on top of the world.. things were starting to get hectic in december.. i start to get chronic utis.. once again. always sick.
he offered to pay off some of my debt.. in the back of my head i knew not to get disappointed.. but apart of me. believed him cause after all he always gave me crap tons of money
the day came around for him to give me the money..
blocked from twitter
Instantly I was fucking just let down.."hes just like the rest!!!"
Then like a few hours later im unblocked.. he said he got hacked
liar
but wait. i mean it could happen but the odds of this happening when he was suppose to give me money
hmmm
I continue having a mental breakdown cause I realized that theyre all the same.. they want one thing. He wasnt my friend like I thought
he said ill send you the money tomorrow. promise
i get a message saying hes in the hospital.. needs surgery cause of a blood clot
(could happen.. he is overweight) but hmmm..once again
It gets better...
im like whatever now.. whatever happens.. happens. says.. tuesday he wanted to do a three way call
to pay off my debt.. sure whatever.let me know when ur ready and ill have my loan people call you.
i go about my day and get on cam.. (im not letting anything get in my way.. after all .. hes a liar)
around 5pm his time and 2pm my time.. he comes online.. says he cant be my friend anymore
cause
dun dun dun
youll laugh at this one
he says
the gas company guys came by cause theyre doing street work..
so i let them in.. they all have name tags.. and everything is verified..
they head down to the basement to look at some gas lines... he said he turned around and the guy was like
this is for (my cam name) and beats the shit out of him with 3 other guys.
okay okay. im like whaaat?!?!! who the fuck does that.. my fans would not just go ape shit and possibly lose their job for me, right/...right
Again.. liar.. said he has a black eye.. sent me a picture. no. nothing was there.
so
for someone who just got out of a surgery.. and got the shit beat out of him.. hes awfully busy during the day.. (i suspect hes at work, cause well.. hes a liar!)
whatever
the guy who supposedly beats him up said he wont be messing with you any longer.. i took care of him for you
like what who the fuck are you?!
well turns out this guy who was suppose to help me out.. has two accounts..
i did a background check on that motherfucker and hes lied about a lot..
I did the background check cause yeah.. "wow this guy is fucking crazy"
anyways.. he lied!
he comes online when im working.. gives me money .. im sitting there like >.>
and hes like this is the best time ever! this is sooo much fun!
thank you thank you!
uhh im sitting here bored..
whatever. ill take your god damn money
:3
dude he acts like nothing has happened..everything is fine
definitely are not. i fucking hate his guts! but.. ill still take his money.. sure.
so i got done camming again and sure shit.. woke up in the morning with a uti from hell. 3rd one in 5 weeks
hubby made me throw away all my toys.. told me to get new ones
going for 100 % silicone and glass and gonna take great measures to make sure i dont get another one
its depressing me.. not sure why im getting these.
hubby told me to wash the sheets every night
wash the toys after every show.
i usually just laid them on a clean towel thinking ill just wash them after my shift is over.
but i dunno guess thats not the case. i need help ladies.
im tired of utis.. what am i doing wrong?!
i dont even do anal anymore! still getting them
then i was thinking okay maybe its squirting causing it but read its not
im going insane
so mr. liar..
wrote me on twitter and is like you were never my friend you just wanted my money. im like no
actually i was your friend youre the one who always spent your money. and hes manipulative as hell! i cant stand it.. i just want to tell him to fuck off but best if i probably just fade on out
more of the story dont believe any fucktards.. just dont.




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