My ex loaned me $380 dollars while we were together when I was sick. Since then I've had plenty of money to pay him back but I hate him so much I haven't. I know he needs it a lot more than I do but I want to punish him. Part of me feels bad about it. I kinda feel like I shouldn't have to bc he was cheap while I was with him at first he spoiled me then he started making me pay for half of everything. He fell in love with who he wanted me to be not who I really am. He also showed his true colors at the end of the relationship he called me ghetto and started tossing around the n word he didn't say it to me but he would say it about other people. He was antisemetic and homophobic. I was stupid and told myself he can't be racist or homophobic bc he was nice to my family (my family is black) and my gay friends. But looking back I was being a fool. I wasn't nice to him but he was so wrong for what he did. Should I feel guilty and just give it back to him or just say fuck it?
edit: I was thinking about donating the money to a charity in his name. I especially don't want to give it to him now so he can spend it on his new gfs valentines day gift.



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