Long post ahead I am hoping some of you that have health issues or ever had health issues to please read this and hopefully you can offer advice or help me or even others some way. I have exhausted all possibilities and my husband said hey I bet the girls on sw could help you . So I am here
Okay so july 4th 2014 was a normal day everythings good playing with my kid watching fireworks all that jazz.No problems then or before then. About a week later I wake up in bed running late to drop my kid off to her dad and feel like an elephant is on my chest crushing pressure, I could not lift my body out of the bed all I could do was lay down my mom runs in and picks me up physically.I immediately go to the toilet with tmi the runs. I get mom husband to call 911. The ambulance arrives and say all is fine I go to the er he and they said it was a pulled chest wall muscle. I had not done anything different, Since camming I have not exercised at all really which has since changed but I did swing my arms back and forth in the motion of trying to crack the back and thought okay maybe I pulled it by doing that.
So a few weeks later I am fine. At the time I weighed about 140 pounds, I went to the dr for my depo provera shot which I am on and been on for about 5 years now never any issue with it except migraines and headaches and weird shooting pains through my head but I have had headaches since age 8 when school started piling on the homework and books in my bag I had to carry a ton lol. So I had gained weight in the few weeks after this incident from 140 ish to 153. I am now 165 pounds take note I have never went above 140 on depo before depo I was like 100 and gained the 40 and stayed there and sometimes dropped to 120 and would go back up.
I have not had a period at all since 2009 when I got pregnant and depo afterwards.
I noticed I was feeling tired all the time and minimal tasks like brushing my hair or folding laundry make my arms so tired I can barely do anything without feeling like I have ran miles and miles like simple things like putting on makeup doing hair bathing, I also notice that my heart rate increases with these tasks. My chest started to hurt and I would go to the er alot .They would do ekgs and say its all good. Most said anxiety. I have never had that and my life is better than ever I promise I have no stress or anything to cause anxiety maybe years ago I should have had it then when shit was tough I was homeless etc..
I would get pinches in my armpit area and heart and tightness and pressure. I wake up with my heart racing sometimes not being able to breathe. So my shitty family doc said panic disorder and referred me to a cardiologist in august 2014 for peace of mind. I am 24 years old so I get wrote off alot I guess. I went to a therapist and shrink to rule out mental issues she said I am fine but if I have any fear its of not knowing whats wrong with me .
The cardiologist kept saying just don't smoke and use drugs I do not use drugs I do smoke cigarettes though and am quitting. I had all the tests blood work for thyroid etc.. I had stress test and echo cardiograms and the works. All was fine then.
So I asked for another heart doctor because the pains kept on coming every week for like 3 months I was at the emergency room no lie. They all thought I was crazy.
The new heart doctor prescribe some steroids and I had a ct scan. The ct scan increased my heart rate like my heart was racing while the dye went in and I have had a ct before and not had anything like that happen. The steroids obviously cured me I had a shit load of white blood cells really high in my urine so got antibiotics too for uti. For a whole month I was fine no chest pain feeling a little better but still tired.
Now as I write this I have had a few little sharp pains that usually result in gas and some weird stomach stuff I had diverticulitis also and anal tear that keeps coming back I treat it at home I do not want surgery.
I have had an ultrasound of my stomach and all was fine with all those organs.
Recently when I laugh really hard or yawn sometimes I feel a weird feeling in my ribs and lung area. They have done all the cts and d dimer blood clot tests and xrays and have not seen anything. I smoke and am on depo which puts me at high risk for alot and I am not going back for another shot,
My heart doctor dismissed me he didnt even really do much testing my cholesterol was normal the ldl bad was a bit high and the hdl good was a bit low I dont see how he gets that is normal but okay. The points were not much over or under so I am ok with that and my tryglicerides are on point.
I even got retested for thyroid and still good. I have been tested for celiac and lime and just did a sleep study.
I recently got diagnosed with a sinus arythmia at an urgent care and it is still here and just came about.
That is why I am scared because recently I wake up every night 4 or 5 times heart racing no dreams that I know of but some sleep paraylis at times and I wake up get up and feel light headed I feel my blood rushing to my head. And then I feel drunk the rest of the day with a weird pulse in my right temple and a stinging vein in my left temple that is dented in also a dented blue vein that hurts alot in my leg. Noone will help me I keep getting dismissed,
I am scared I am going to die yall I worry about it every day i cant do any task for long without hurting even sitting makes my shoulders burn so bad and ache. I cant play with my kid like I used to I have not even carried her in over a year if not for my husband I dont know what I would do. I want to live for my daughter and be here and play with her. If any one knows about this or what it may be or if u have experienced it please help me. What do I do when I have been to so many different docs and specialists and noone can help me?
I have been to a lung doc no astma or copd and go back in a few weeks to discuss my sleep study which they said looked fine at the sleep center.
I go to a neurologist next week and am going to get a mammogram too because my tits hurt when they get squeezed and have pains at random and also going to a stomach doctor,. \
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My therapist had even tried to help me research issues.
I am at a loss because I read so many things like heart discease and then people who have a sinus arythmia like me who need medicines or they can have a heart block and die. Noone has even tried to give me meds, I exercise and get so out of breath and have chest pain exercising,.
I have never had a classic panic attack and I just try to live normal and cannot because of this I am weak I feel like I am wasting away and waiting to die because I am so weak and debilitated by this.
My dad is 84 with two stents and my aunt is 50 with one., I know things can happen to young women and we get wrote off alot,.
I wanted to have another kid I had that planned this year but I am so scared of whats wrong with me now that I don't even know I will be here for my current child I LOVE her so much and the thought of me not living for her makes me hurt so bad.
Please help me guys if u can and tell me where to go when noone will help.
I am so sorry this was long and if anyone has anything mean to say about it being so long please do not post it at all because I do not need any negativity right now.
Thanks so much





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