So today I was at the mall with my best friend, my soul sister, and we were eating dinner. We were tired and hungover. Some guy sits down at the table that was next to us and says "that looks good, does it bother you that i'm sitting here?" he was talking about the tattoo on my chest. We didnt say much of anything. Both of us have been going through things with sticking up for ourselves and not wanting to agitate the situation, so I just said thank and kept eating and my friend said she didnt care. He keeps trying to talk to us, asked us if we were hungover, asked us if we were on spring break. I made the lets get out of here face, we got up and left, walked around and went into the chocolate store. We were talking about how creepy it was and all of a sudden I see him walk into the store, get behind me for a second, and try to play it off and walk out. We freak out and start walking to the security desk. he keeps following us, sees us at the desk, and walks out. We request a gaurd out to the car (this was only a few hours ago btw) we wait for a long time and he walks back in from outside. Im shaking at this point, wondering if were going to get hurt, fearing getting raped. Then I start to hear my inner voice, my goddess voice. I get mad, I know I am powerful enough to protect myself, I stared him down. I know that we are divine feminin powerful women and no man can take our sexuality from us, no man can take our power. I was still shaken, but I knew he would not win. We get escorted out and are safe. This man is still out there looking for vulnberable girls, Im sorry for all the typos my hands are still shaking, Anyways I wanted to say it here because a part of the development of my newfound strength has been the strong beautiful women here. Camming has helped build my confidence, and having the support of you women here has helped so much, I even fangirl for some of you! You are all so amazing. Anyways I am also taking a break from camming, just to ground myself. Ive been feeling weakened these oast few weeks and there have been significant events that are healing those weak parts of me, and part of healing is the pain. Im going to step away and focus on school and myself, and I will be back when the time is right. Im full of all kinds of emotions right now.
Once again thank you all for being supportive, strong, sexy, powerful, funny, sisterly girls. Women need to support eachother.
xoxo



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