LMAO just read what I wrote and I had mixed up lines idk how that happened but i think I edited something and since I was really angry I did't pay attention. My apologies.
In simplified terms, I was venting out for still not going for any audition and being a rebel, didn't even apply for any other jobs (though I am well aware its self destructive)
(off topic) So I have had been on anti depressants and have adhd and for a year also started on anxiolytics. I desperately need some counseling because I have issues ( a lot) basically towards parents and what they made me go through. I have so much anger towards my dad that I am literallywaiting for him to die! ( I know it sounds awful, its ok if you are judging because no one here knows my past ) ANYHOW, Does anyone here feel that counselors/ mental therapists don't do sh*t and could care less? I am asking because 5 years ago when I was given prescription for anti-depressents, the doc simply advised me to 'get a bf' !! And before that a counselor at college I attended did not know ANYTHING about services that help women get out of domestic violence! Again, perhaps 2 years ago when I was on verge of suicide, I called one of non profit 'women' help' organization who according to their website, proudly announce countless resources for victims yet when I called ( and I called many times, thinking maybe previous operator maybe new..) hey never had opening for 'help sessions. And what REALLY pissed me off was, as an alternative they gave me phone sessions with counselors and ALL she said was, " and HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT that..!!?? or " I am so sorry to hear that happened..." I mean I swear a money could do a better job.
if Anyone if ever utilized such services, was it similar to what my experiences have been? Am I wrong not to seek help because I see it of no use?
So ladies, forgive me for being drama queen. I actually only thought it would be nice thing to do to ANNOUNCE so in case anyone may need a ride/ need escape/ or whatever, just let me know soon.
( I apologize to anyone I might have hurt by dissing my parents. I am very aware that most parents are backbones to their offsprings and I respect them immensely)
Can't say exactly which day but will update.
Thanks for reading my tantrrum


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