Okay so i have an audition at diamond dolls in Glasgow tonight at 8pm !
ive heard the dancer teaches u a 3 minute lap dance and then you do it on the boss infront of the housemom.
Im excited because im finally going to audition and ive been putting it off for so long! but im also terrified because i have really bad anxiety and feel like i'll be okay until i actually get thereim like this with most job interviews - i get so scared mainly of the NEW envuronment and how much of a change it will be, so im just trying to tell myself its like any other job interview to calm my nerves!
I'm quite lucky because my mum/sister and boyfriend all know im doing this and support me its just that i have a conscience and feel like me acting sexy for another guy would make me feel crap ALTHOUGH i have spent months convincing myself this is JUST A JOB and isnt real life!
ALSO - im wearing a red and black lace bra and pants set with red 6 inch pleasers... hold ups or no hold ups? my suspender belts broke so im not sure whether to have bare legs or not?
ANY TIPS BEFORE I GO????



im like this with most job interviews - i get so scared mainly of the NEW envuronment and how much of a change it will be, so im just trying to tell myself its like any other job interview to calm my nerves!
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